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Forum Posts: 47 		Posted: Mon, 26/12/2022 02:59 (1 Year ago)

Lucian Arbred's POV


A perplexed look almost made its way onto Lucian's face but spurred out of existence. He felt alarm spike up in him. This was that... that crazy girl. The one who dragged Kaoru away. What did she want from him? Was she- dragging him off to kill him?!

This was unexpected. The worst part was, Lucian didn't have a weapon on him for self-defense.

But, surely, it'd be a bad idea to kill him. Everyone would know it was her.

...right?

He wondered if he should dare say anything.

And, admittedly, he was a tad upset at being dragged away from his client.

Sawyer Laurens's POV


Sawyer hopped off with Miyako. "Heyyy, Lucian! How's it been going?" they asked cheerfully.

". . ." A blank look was received.

"...okay. Good talk! Typical Lucister response. Jeez, dear friend, I actually thought Lucian was talking more lately! But he's so quiet right now!"

Darcy Harper's POV


Darcy trailed after Sawyer and Miyako...

What was going on?

A sick feeling stirred in their stomach. This whole thing, it was all so horrible... and scary.

They just wanted to retreat back to their dorm.

...but... who knew what Monokuma might do if they did?


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Forum Posts: 47 		Posted: Mon, 26/12/2022 02:42 (1 Year ago)

Lucian Arbred's POV


Lucian nodded. Oh! So- he, likes those kinds of things, huh? A smile was slowly creeping up his face, and he couldn't stop it. He wasn't exactly sure why.

Kubo Atsushi... was looking into his eyes as he spoke to him. As though he was searching for something. And it made him nervous. A fluttery feeling cast over him, that felt as though it could figuratively cause him to float aw-

Lucian blinked. "...secrets?" Please tell me it's not what I think. He felt like he'd choke.

Surely... it wasn't what he thought, right?

Lucian let out a little cough. "Oh! Sure! I'll go. Are... you coming, Kubo?"

As soon as he had looked at the boy in question, his gaze couldn't help but flit away again.

Sawyer Laurens's POV


Sawyer smiled at Lucian and Kubo. "Hiiii, Lucian! Oh, look, is that your friend? You should come to the events thingy with us! I wonder what the secrets thing is? Maybe some Nancy Drew stuff?"

Because it couldn't be that.

It couldn't be.

No, certainly not.

Darcy Harper's POV


Darcy was here, suddenly. They saw Sawyer and Miyako were... hanging out. Fantastic. And, oh, they supposed Lucian and Kubo's "session" had been interrupted.

Something about... secrets?

Oh no. Oh God no.

Please, God, don't do this to me. Please... forgive me.


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Forum Posts: 47 		Posted: Fri, 23/12/2022 21:46 (1 Year ago)


🌙 Lucian Arbred🌙



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"I wanna be like you, I wanna say that I can
I wanna be the person that you think that I am
But even if I had it all come true like a dream
Is the person I came to be the really real me?

So young and simple, wishing like things would come true
Now as I am, I understand it’s best I die and soon"

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🌙 Basic Info 🌙


Quote from Lucian Arbred"[Quote from Lucian. When I find one.]”

🌙 Name 🌙 : Lucian Arbred
🌙 Age 🌙 : 16 Years Old
🌙 Gender 🌙 : Male
🌙 Pronouns 🌙 : He/Him/His
🌙 Sexuality 🌙 : Omniromantic Omnisexual (Preference to women)
🌙 Birthday 🌙 : (I’ll go fetch it from his form, pretty sure it’s March 12th)
🌙 Ultimate Talent 🌙 : Ultimate Therapist
🌙 Roleplays 🌙 : Danganronpa: Blood and Water

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"I wear a TV screen on my head, play the happy channels
Channel happy thoughts, make the people happy,
(I'm not happy)
Flip dials, try to tune the mind I'm holding hostage,
Never mind, I lost it
(Stop It!)
I'm a crazy, people
Showing people what they wanna see on a TV screen so they'll face me
I feel the static in the air I breathe
It's getting harder to keep holding up this TV”

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🌙 Personality 🌙


🌙 General Description 🌙 :
Lucian Arbred is a very quiet person. He tries to speak in as few words as possible, as little as necessary. He prefers to just listen to what people have to say, and observe them from a distance. He’s notably a kind and selfless person, willing to put himself on the line for others at a moment’s notice, without much thought or consideration for himself.

This may be partially due to his lack of a will to live, however. It’s revealed in Lucian’s thoughts, that he has only two reasons that he’s still alive. Namely, that he wants to continue to help other people, and that he wants to continue living for Kaoru.

He is noticeably a very calm person, who is not that easy to provoke. Lucian has referred to himself as a pacifist inside the crack roleplay, and, yes, that is canon. When people fight, he immediately tries to break it up any way he can, even if he’ll wind up dead doing so.

However, Lucian is not a reckless idiot. If he thinks he should stay out of a situation, he will. Lucian tends to read people’s facial expressions, because he’s deeply fascinated by people, and because he wants to figure out ways to help them. He seems to be most fascinated by Kubo Atsushi.

Considering his secretive nature, and trying not to reveal too much about himself, he worries for Sawyer, who seems to act so open. Lucian is noticeably intelligent, and perceptive. He also seems to be pretty great at figuring out the right things to say.

Funnily enough, Kubo is actually the first person Lucian struggles with talking to, due to Lucian’s overwhelming romantic feelings toward him.

Although Lucian is a very calm person, he does have a number of fears and triggers that, most commonly, trigger the reaction in him to shout.

Lucian can also be very notably submissive, and usually doesn’t seem to be all that bothered when others try to hurt him. However, when they try to hurt someone else, THAT is something you can do to tick him off.

He's very analytical of people, but when he isn't, he often gets trapped in his mind, and it wanders to other places. His line of reasoning tends to revolve around considering all possible avenues unconsciously, and then his mind works toward the most likely answer, which tends to just hit him out of the blue.

Lucian can also seemingly be blunt at times, though he tends to keep his less-than-polite thoughts to himself.

🌙 Personality Type 🌙 : INFJ (Ni-Fe-Ti-Se) 9w1 sx/so 952 RCX|A|/I/ Phlegmatic [Dominant] LEFV EII/ILI IN(F)

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"To me evergreen wasn't such a bad dream
Oh, and sometimes things aren't as plain as they seem, darlin'
When I go, bury me six feet in snow
Here we are, wasting our chances for the last time
And when we go, I'll try not to be so slow
Skeletons, skeletons, what do we have here
Hiding from the mirror?
Say it once, say it twice, try to be nice
Well, let's not lose ourselves"

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🌙 Appearance 🌙


🌙 Height 🌙: 4’11" (the height in centimeters when I look it up)
🌙 Weight 🌙: 95 lbs (something something kg)
🌙 Skin Tone 🌙: (-sigh- I’ll just look this up later, I suck with these)
🌙 Hair Style 🌙: A fluffy shoulder-length abundance of hair. Kind of has the swooshy cloud consistency of Nagito Komaeda’s, but is calmer at the longest parts. His ears are completely covered by his hair, and the sides of his face are partially covered. Lucian’s bangs are sideswept from side-to-side of his head. Canonically, he’s my first OC to have an ahoge, one which I would call small and heart-shaped, but it really varies in my fanarts.
🌙 Hair Colour 🌙: White
🌙 Eye Colour 🌙: Deep Brown
🌙 Clothes 🌙: Lucian wears a gray-and-faded-cyan striped t-shirt with a very dark gray collar. He also wears a white off-the-shoulder sweater with, Idk what that is on the design at all. He also wears plain medium-length gray shorts, and most of his bare legs show except for his half-ankle-length socks. He wears white slip-on shoes, not very noticeable.
🌙 Accessories 🌙: His long, dark blue scarf, his grayish-white flower hairclip, and his yellow crescent moon hairclip.
🌙 Other 🌙: He has a very particular pattern of vitiligo on his face that I would really, frankly, be surprised if it exists on a real person, to be honest. He also has an abundance of scars in various places on his body.

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"Now, I understand what you tried to say to me
And how you suffered for your sanity
And how you tried to set them free
They would not listen, they did not know how
Perhaps they'll listen now"

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🌙 History 🌙


🌙 Backstory 🌙 : (Alright. I can't reveal his whole backstory here, because there are spoilers. But I'll reveal what I can.)
Lucian Arbred had a rather isolated childhood. He and his family moved around frequently, and, things were rather complicated with his family, to say the least. They never thought that much of him, and he was never treated with much respect. Lucian’s closest friend was said to be his sister, who apparently died in an incident regarding a gun. It hasn’t yet been revealed if this was a suicide, an accident, or a murder. It’s been mentioned by Lucian that his family fought a lot, and it’s implied he was abused a lot, mentally and physically. Lucian has said he didn’t like his childhood much, and isn’t comfortable talking about it. He doesn’t seem to want to look back on it. Apparently, he has scars on his neck, from when someone tried to kill him, which he hides with his scarf. His scarf apparently seems to be of deep importance to him, given that it was from his deceased mother. It’s known that his dad remarried, and he apparently had a difficult time with all of his siblings. It’s not mentioned exactly what his siblings have done, or what the state of their relationship was with Lucian. However, it’s believed that Lucian became a therapist because he wanted to be better than his family. It also seems that Kaoru reminds him of his sister, which, brings into question the kind of person that said sibling was. Lucian is afraid of enclosed spaces, sharp objects, guns, and loud noises, and he dislikes alcohol. It’s not said why, exactly, but the reasons may lie somewhere in his backstory. It's also noteworthy that he only told a very, very small sliver of his trauma to Kaoru.
🌙 Secret 🌙 : Yeah, no, man. No dice. Zinc. Not revealing it yet.


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Forum Posts: 47 		Posted: Fri, 23/12/2022 20:40 (1 Year ago)


🥽 Suzume Fujimori🥽


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"I was just guessing at numbers and figures,
Pulling the puzzles apart
Questions of science, science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart"

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🥽 Basic Info 🥽


Quote from Suzume Fujimori"This may sound like a strange point, but- I think someone might have to die. Look, I know it sounds cold. But like someone [Megami] pointed out... We have limited food and supplies. We're all at the mercy of that bear, and either one or two people die or we all starve to death. Consider the numbers, and statistically, it seems more rational to accept that someone might die."

🥽 Name 🥽 : Suzume Fujimori
🥽 Age 🥽 : 16-17 Years Old (Idk man, she was one of the two when I made her)
🥽 Gender 🥽 : Female
🥽 Pronouns 🥽 : She/Her/Hers
🥽 Sexuality 🥽 : Biromantic Asexual
🥽 Birthday 🥽 : (Bro I literally can't remember any of my characters' birthdays, Istg)
🥽 Ultimate Talent 🥽 : Ultimate Scientist
🥽 Roleplays 🥽 : Danganronpa: Game of Wits

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"Hey little rock star, what don't you see?
This is not all that, it's cracked up to be
And I can't say I blame you,
For throwing the towel in, or buying more fame
By cashing your chips in
But with all of your talent, and so much to gain
To toss it away like that, would be such a shame…”

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🥽 Personality 🥽


🥽 General Description 🥽 : Suzume is a calm, cool-headed, and aloof individual. She is noticeably extremely blunt and direct, often saying things that come across as incredibly harsh. She does her best to hold back on this but often wound up coming across as hilariously socially oblivious.

She is very passionate about one thing... science. Every field of it! This seemed to notably be the one thing that can put sparks in her eyes. (Besides Megami, later.)

She lacks a sense of morals, for the most part. She seems to possibly care for others, and try to empathize with them, but to be quite terrible in this regard. On the surface, Suzume tends to come across as very apathetic, speaking of dark matters with very little care.

She is incredibly intelligent, perceptive, strong-willed, and analytical, but can be very cold. At a first glance, she may come across to be very egotistical, but deep down it seems she hates herself and feels very guilty for... something, which she is occasionally tormented with memories and nightmares of.

Inside Suzume's head, it's revealed she is actually an incredibly anxious and paranoid individual, who acts calm on the surface and is constantly trying to maintain control of herself. Throughout the course of the Killing Game, her calm, analytical facade breaks down over time and she struggles more and more to keep it together.

🥽 Personality Type 🥽 : INTP (Ti-Ne-Si-Fe) 6w5 so/sx 631 /R/coE|I| Phlegmatic-Choleric LFVE ILI IT(N)

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"Kill the lights, kill the actor, kill the actress
I'm afraid that the spotlight dried you up, whoa, whoa, oh
Don't even think about it
Don't even think about it, no
We're begging you
To kill the lights, kill the actor, kill the actress
Or kill us all"

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🥽 Appearance 🥽


🥽 Height 🥽: 5'4" (the height in centimeters when I look it up)
🥽 Weight 🥽: 149 lbs (something something kg)
🥽 Skin Tone 🥽: Olive
🥽 Hair Style 🥽: Suzume has “purple hair Amity” hair, with one of her locks of hair in a tie, and the other lock of hair is apparently a hair loop, not sure, man, it’s inconsistent as heck in my fanarts? Her hair goes down to about halfway down neck-length, besides her locks in the front. Her bangs cover her ears, and mostly cover the middle and sides of her face.
🥽 Hair Colour 🥽: Faded Cyan
🥽 Eye Colour 🥽: Yellow? Orange? Heck it, Idk. Both.
🥽 Clothes 🥽: Suzume wears a blue tank top with a darker blue flatline upon it. Loosely overtop, she wears a blue-and-... I have no idea what color that is striped, undone lab coat. She also wears a belt and… pants of some sort? I think she also wears short boots.
🥽 Accessories 🥽: The gray collar with a blue diamond on the end of it clasped around her neck, oh, and she also wears black semi-circle glasses but like, she needs those to see.
🥽 Other 🥽: Her face and body are heavily freckled in places.

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"The last laugh has finally been had,
But it's not what you think
The last laugh has finally been had,
And it don't taste so sweet!"

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🥽 History 🥽


🥽 Backstory 🥽 : (TBA. This'll take a while.)
🥽 Secret 🥽 : I'll let her put it to you herself.
"I'm a liar. I'm a cheater. And I'm... a murderer.
I did whatever it took to get ahead... I...
College was never easy. It was... never easy.
It was so hard. And nothing... nothing can justify what I did.
Not how others treated me. Not the notes that were left.
Not the beatings I endured. Not the words. Not the embarrassment.
Not the fake friends I had, or the stress I was under.
I cheated in class to complete my assignments, to pass my exams...
I ruined other students' reputations, even their lives.
I got them expelled from school.
I ruined all their futures, just to keep the teachers' attention elsewhere.
...Many of them... wound up killing themselves because of what I did.
...Many of them, wound up with all their family members, looking at them in disgust and disappointment.
...the principal brought me in many a time, and I'd always lie straight to her face.
'I had nothing to do with it. I had no idea.'
I got so caught up in my own dreams, that I destroyed those of others.
Just because... I wanted to graduate college.
I wanted... to become a scientist.
And I will never, ever forgive myself.
I... Suzume Fujimori, am not a scientist.
I am a monster."


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Forum Posts: 47 		Posted: Fri, 23/12/2022 19:30 (1 Year ago)

Title: Another W.I.P.



🔥 Kowai Kurai🔥



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"Ever since she was a child
She always knew how to get her way
Just act a little bit wild
And someone will surely come to play
It's a truth she took to heart
But humility and patience didn't come with age
She's born to play this part
A diva's always center stage"

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🔥 Basic Info 🔥


Quote from Kowai Kurai"A frown came upon Kowai's face, and her eyes narrowed in consideration a moment. Well... she supposed she had no choice. She leaned over and whispered her talent into his ear. "...I'm the Ultimate........ ...but don't you dare tell anyone. Got it?" The last two words were said rather cheerfully by her. "Now. What's your talent?"'

🔥 Name 🔥 : Kowai Kurai
🔥 Age 🔥 : 15 Years Old
🔥 Gender 🔥 : Female
🔥 Pronouns 🔥 : She/Her/Hers
🔥 Sexuality 🔥 : Grayromantic Lesbian
🔥 Birthday 🔥 : (Bro I literally can't remember any of my characters' birthdays, Istg)
🔥 Ultimate Talent 🔥 : Ultimate ??? (Ultimate Arsonist)
🔥 Roleplays 🔥 : Danganronpa: Game of Wits, Mafia

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"I'm not the damsel in distress.
I'm not your girlfriend or the frightened princess.
I'm not a little bird who needs your help to fly.
Nope! I'm the bad guy.

All these former villains that you see,
Each of them, with shaking knees, has knelt before me.
So I'm not your teammate or your partner in crime.
What am I, boys?
She's the bad guy."

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🔥 Personality 🔥


🔥 General Description 🔥 :
Kowai Kurai is a kind, warmhearted, optimistic person, who is extremely extroverted and full of energy and ideas! Never a spark not in her eyes! She would never ever think of hurting a fl-
Okay. I lied.
Kowai is a very cold and distant person, who acts like your stereotypical Genki girl on the surface, in order to portray herself as innocent. She's very intelligent and calculating, always ten steps ahead of everyone else. She seems to be very bitter, jumping to forming grudges quite easily. She also seems to struggle a great deal with her feelings, and tries to avoid them, although they seem to also be a big part of her life.
Kowai also seems mostly lacking in morals, or remorse, given that she has killed hundreds of people, and doesn't seem to feel any visible guilt about it. However, it seems she is capable of feeling guilt, and she does have a soft spot for a select couple of people.
She seems to be far more human than she thinks she is, given that she foolishly trusted Hisoka not to kill her in the end.
Deep down, she really just seems to desire love and recognition from others.
Kowai also seems to struggle with her inner self, avoiding it as much as she can. She puts so many masks on and switches between them like a chameleon changing its colors, to the point that, I, her creator, have trouble discerning if something is really her or just her masking.
The irony of Kowai is that, as one of the calmest and most stable characters, she is actually probably one of the most unstable ones on the inside.
The one major part of her persona that may actually hit true, is how deeply curious she is about people, and who they are on the inside. It seems Kowai, although she may claim to be sadistic, actually enjoys the act of setting fires but not killing people itself.
🔥 Personality Type 🔥 : INTJ (Ni-Te-Fi-Se) 3w4 so/sx 386 ScO/E/|I| Choleric [Dominant] VLEF ILI IN(T)

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"It should've been me
You should have picked me from the start
And after everything I've done for you
You don't think it's bizarre?

It should've been me
Where do you think I got my spark?
I chiseled down my personality
'Til it's a work of art"

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🔥 Appearance 🔥


🔥 Height 🔥: 5'1" (the height in centimetres when I look it up)
🔥 Weight 🔥: 132 lbs (something something kg)
🔥 Skin Tone 🔥: Tan
🔥 Hair Style 🔥: -insert me screaming in the background- Kowai has long hair that looks rather perky, that goes down all the way to her back. She has two long locks of hair overtop of her ears, and two spiky purple pigtails on either side of her head. Her bangs cover the right side of her forehead, but on the left, they curve to offer a gap before returning to normal on the left side.
🔥 Hair Colour 🔥: Dyed Faded Pomegranate-Purple, turns out her natural hair color is brown.
🔥 Eye Colour 🔥: Dried Blood
🔥 Clothes 🔥: -Me screaming in the background further- Kowai wears an off-the-shoulder blouse with golden yellow bow straps holding it up, she has large puffy sleeves. She wears a large but semi-short puffy medium-pink skirt with white fluff lining the bottom of it. She has bright, colorful tights with stars and cats and polka dots on them and- I'm not doing this today. She also wears dark pink boots because I believe in boots supremacy.
🔥 Accessories 🔥: The pink-and-silver heart locket Niwa once gave her, a pink bow at the back of her head, long purple gloves, and her faded pink flower hairclip, and her pink heart hairclip.
🔥 Other 🔥: Kowai's eyes typically look very empty.

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"Hello kind sir, I'm so glad you never met me!
You're my first one, so forgive me if it's messy
Just to be fair, I admit that I'm scared,
And sorry for what I must do!

Best not to talk 'cause you'll kill the mood around you,
Just close your eyes, and be lucky that I found you!
No one will know, okay, here goes!
It's easy as one, two, three...

Good afternoon miss, you are my second victim!
First one was trouble, not to worry 'cause I fixed him!
Shh, not a word, 'cause you won't be heard,
When I have your life in my hands!

Just know that what I am doing is part of a plan!
I will connect with as many souls as I can!
And the soul that controls me, the one I should know,
Must see my work here, which means you have to go..."

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✿ History ✿


✿ Backstory ✿ : (TBA. This'll take a while.)
✿ Secret ✿ : Her talent, her role as one of the masterminds, and her various arsonic crimes.


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Forum Posts: 47 		Posted: Fri, 23/12/2022 18:50 (1 Year ago)


✿ Femi Davis ✿



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"Don't mess with me, I'm a big boy now, and I'm very scary
I punch my walls, stay out at night, and I do karate
Don't message me 'cause I won't reply, I wanna make you cry
Ain't that how it's s'posed to be? Though it isn't me
Boys will be bugs, right?"

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✿ Basic Info ✿


Quote from Femi Davis"They... they had to all kill people. What kind of sadistic freak manipulated him into this? He clenched his hands into fists. Quietly and angrily, he introduced himself. "M-My name's Femi Davis. Ultimate Animal Trainer." And the last sentence burst out before he could stop it. "BUT- I'm not interested in being friends with any of you!" He flinched, a wince upon his face, and then crossed his arms. So... this Kowai Kurai... she was avoiding saying her Ultimate Talent. Was that on purpose? Or was she such a scatterbrain she forgot?"

✿ Name ✿ : Femi Davis
✿ Age ✿ : 16 Years Old
✿ Gender ✿ : Male
✿ Pronouns ✿ : He/Him/His
✿ Sexuality ✿ : Biromantic Asexual
✿ Birthday ✿ : (Bro I literally can't remember any of my characters' birthdays, Istg)
✿ Ultimate Talent ✿ : Ultimate Animal Trainer
✿ Roleplays ✿ : Danganronpa: Game of Wits

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"You know that he trusts you and I know that he loves you
But somehow you convinced me again
My foundation rumbles and all my morals crumble
My father's warnings run through my head (one, two, three)
Your heart's a vine that I've bled trying to climb
Yeah, you're making a ruin of me"

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✿ Personality ✿


✿ General Description ✿ :
Femi Davis is most notably characterized by being perhaps the most anxious person in the building. He's extremely twitchy, constantly sweating and fidgeting all over the place. He notably has extreme trust issues, immediately assuming that any of these strangers could, and would be willing to kill him. Needless to say, he's very traumatized, to the point of acting constantly neurotic at the slightest provocation.

His fear causes him to act rather cold and judgmental towards others, keeping himself closed off. He's extremely defensive, as well. He seems to feel guilty about his behavior towards other people, but remains an incredibly withdrawn person who is hard to get close to.

It seems Suko is able to bring out the less-than-serious side of Femi, being able to make him smile and even laugh. Femi seems to deeply loathe himself, thinking of himself as incredibly selfish for his self-preserving actions. Namely, when he isolated himself in his dorm first thing in the game, shouting at everyone that he would never be friends with any of them.

Before his extensive trauma, Femi was still a rather introverted soul. He didn't really talk much to others, and he was fine with that. He preferred the company of animals to people. He was, however, a lot kinder towards others. However, it is revealed Femi didn't head to Hope's Peak for himself, but rather for what he was promised for his family.

He feared his own death most of all not for the sake of him himself, but for the fact he wouldn't be able to come home to those he was closest to.

Femi can be rather hotheaded, lashing out at people rather easily, then feeling guilty about it and usually apologizing moments later. He also seems to be rather bashful, and easily flustered, as noted by Suko Nobu's actions.

Femi Davis has incredibly strong morals, however, and can get super ticked off when people don't abide by them.

It seems he deeply cares about both people and animals, and really doesn't want to do anything to hurt either of them. This may be where Femi's self-loathing lies in, the fact that he himself often winds up accidentally hurting others.

✿ Personality Type ✿ : INFP (Fi-Ne-Si-Te) 6w5 sp/sx 694 /R/|L|UeI Melancholic [Dominant] EFLV/ELFV IEI IF(S)

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"There once was a bittersweet man and they called him, "Lemon Boy"
He was growing in my garden and I pulled him out by his hair like a weed
And like weeds do he only came and grew back again
So, I figured this time I might as well let him be"

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✿ Appearance ✿


✿ Height ✿: 6'1" (the height in centimetres when I look it up)
✿ Weight ✿: 151 lbs (something something kg)
✿ Skin Tone ✿: Cocoa?
✿ Hair Style ✿: I'm bad at describing hairstyles, I'll call this "purple hair Amity" with full bangs covering his forehead, swept to the right. He also has two strips of hair that partially cover his ears. His hair is about halfway-down neck length.
✿ Hair Colour ✿: Paleish Faded Pink
✿ Eye Colour ✿: Medium Light Pink
✿ Clothes ✿: Femi wears a white button-up shirt, with a kimono-ish parted faded deep blue sweater, with a great many child-like drawings of sheep depicted upon it. He wears very loose dark gray pants, and... bro, I think Femi wears boots but like, I don't remember, I might have to redesign him completely lmao-
✿ Accessories ✿: Dark-gray-and-black striped scarf, and his signature black-and-white-and-gray flower crown.
✿ Other ✿: His nose and cheek areas are dotted with freckles.

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"Take me home, home, home
Give me that pink slip of permission
This is old, old, old
I'm tired of wishing I was ditching"

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✿ History ✿


✿ Backstory ✿ : (TBA. This'll take a while.)
✿ Secret ✿ : Femi is a hypocrite. He secretly took revenge on those who hurt him, and he was in a business where he was forced to abuse animals.


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♥ Nagisa Aoki ♥



‧̍̊·̊‧̥°̩̥˚̩̩̥͙°̩̥‧̥·̊‧̍̊ ♡ °̩̥˚̩̩̥͙°̩̥ ·͙*̩̩͙˚̩̥̩̥*̩̩̥͙·̩̩̥͙*̩̩̥͙˚̩̥̩̥*̩̩͙‧͙ °̩̥˚̩̩̥͙°̩̥ ♡ ‧̍̊·̊‧̥°̩̥˚̩̩̥͙°̩̥‧̥·̊‧̍̊ ‧̍̊·̊‧̥°̩̥˚̩̩̥͙°̩̥‧̥·̊‧̍̊ ♡ °̩̥˚̩̩̥͙°̩̥ ·͙*̩̩͙˚̩̥̩̥*̩̩̥͙·̩̩̥͙*̩̩̥͙˚̩̥̩̥*̩̩͙‧͙ °̩̥˚̩̩̥͙°̩̥ ♡ ‧̍̊·̊‧̥°̩̥˚̩̩̥͙°̩̥‧̥·̊‧̍̊ ‧̍̊·̊‧̥°̩̥˚̩̩̥͙°̩̥‧̥·̊‧̍̊ ♡


"The world can be a nasty place
You know it, I know it, yeah
See, we don't have to fall from grace
Put down the weapons you fight with
And kill 'em with kindness"

‧̍̊·̊‧̥°̩̥˚̩̩̥͙°̩̥‧̥·̊‧̍̊ ♡ °̩̥˚̩̩̥͙°̩̥ ·͙*̩̩͙˚̩̥̩̥*̩̩̥͙·̩̩̥͙*̩̩̥͙˚̩̥̩̥*̩̩͙‧͙ °̩̥˚̩̩̥͙°̩̥ ♡ ‧̍̊·̊‧̥°̩̥˚̩̩̥͙°̩̥‧̥·̊‧̍̊ ‧̍̊·̊‧̥°̩̥˚̩̩̥͙°̩̥‧̥·̊‧̍̊ ♡ °̩̥˚̩̩̥͙°̩̥ ·͙*̩̩͙˚̩̥̩̥*̩̩̥͙·̩̩̥͙*̩̩̥͙˚̩̥̩̥*̩̩͙‧͙ °̩̥˚̩̩̥͙°̩̥ ♡ ‧̍̊·̊‧̥°̩̥˚̩̩̥͙°̩̥‧̥·̊‧̍̊ ‧̍̊·̊‧̥°̩̥˚̩̩̥͙°̩̥‧̥·̊‧̍̊ ♡


♥ Basic Info ♥


Quote from Nagisa Aoki"Everyone! Listen! We can't just give up! No one here is going to die, do you hear me? We just have to all figure out a way out of here where no one gets killed!" Her hands were clasped to his chest. "I see some of you, suffering... some of you already giving up hope in each other. And I can't blame you, since we're all strangers here. But we're also all human. We can't just kill each other! We should find a way to live here, peacefully, and find a way out together!"

♥ Name ♥ : Nagisa Aoki
♥ Age ♥ : 19 years old
♥ Gender ♥ : Bigender
♥ Pronouns ♥ : He/Him/His, She/Her/Hers
♥ Sexuality ♥ : Aromantic Asexual
♥ Birthday ♥ : (I literally forgot, I'll just fill this out with whatever I think fits Nagisa)
♥ Ultimate Talent ♥ : Ultimate Romantic
♥ Roleplays ♥ : Danganronpa: Game of Wits

‧̍̊·̊‧̥°̩̥˚̩̩̥͙°̩̥‧̥·̊‧̍̊ ♡ °̩̥˚̩̩̥͙°̩̥ ·͙*̩̩͙˚̩̥̩̥*̩̩̥͙·̩̩̥͙*̩̩̥͙˚̩̥̩̥*̩̩͙‧͙ °̩̥˚̩̩̥͙°̩̥ ♡ ‧̍̊·̊‧̥°̩̥˚̩̩̥͙°̩̥‧̥·̊‧̍̊ ‧̍̊·̊‧̥°̩̥˚̩̩̥͙°̩̥‧̥·̊‧̍̊ ♡ °̩̥˚̩̩̥͙°̩̥ ·͙*̩̩͙˚̩̥̩̥*̩̩̥͙·̩̩̥͙*̩̩̥͙˚̩̥̩̥*̩̩͙‧͙ °̩̥˚̩̩̥͙°̩̥ ♡ ‧̍̊·̊‧̥°̩̥˚̩̩̥͙°̩̥‧̥·̊‧̍̊ ‧̍̊·̊‧̥°̩̥˚̩̩̥͙°̩̥‧̥·̊‧̍̊ ♡


"I can fake a smile
I can force a laugh
I can dance and play the part
If that's what you ask
Give you all I am"

‧̍̊·̊‧̥°̩̥˚̩̩̥͙°̩̥‧̥·̊‧̍̊ ♡ °̩̥˚̩̩̥͙°̩̥ ·͙*̩̩͙˚̩̥̩̥*̩̩̥͙·̩̩̥͙*̩̩̥͙˚̩̥̩̥*̩̩͙‧͙ °̩̥˚̩̩̥͙°̩̥ ♡ ‧̍̊·̊‧̥°̩̥˚̩̩̥͙°̩̥‧̥·̊‧̍̊ ‧̍̊·̊‧̥°̩̥˚̩̩̥͙°̩̥‧̥·̊‧̍̊ ♡ °̩̥˚̩̩̥͙°̩̥ ·͙*̩̩͙˚̩̥̩̥*̩̩̥͙·̩̩̥͙*̩̩̥͙˚̩̥̩̥*̩̩͙‧͙ °̩̥˚̩̩̥͙°̩̥ ♡ ‧̍̊·̊‧̥°̩̥˚̩̩̥͙°̩̥‧̥·̊‧̍̊ ‧̍̊·̊‧̥°̩̥˚̩̩̥͙°̩̥‧̥·̊‧̍̊ ♡


♥ Personality ♥


♥ General Description ♥ :
Nagisa Aoki is a very, very kind and optimistic person, and is basically a total sweetheart. She was, in all honesty, too pure for the roleplay. He's someone who seems pretty much perfect, being sweet and polite and selfless, always putting others above herself. However, Nagisa almost NEVER thinks of himself. She basically lives for others, and his greatest flaws may lie in her belief to a fault in them. Nagisa is someone who is so kind and selfless, and such a strong believer in people, to the point of ridiculous naivety. Nagisa also sometimes burns out from being so perfect around everyone all the time, falling into a sort of despondency, sometimes even resulting in a lot of yelling. However, we never get to see this from her inside the Killing Game, probably because she didn't live that long. Nagisa is also completely lacking in self-confidence in her own abilities, and deems others to be the only important thing in his life. She might just want to take it easy and enjoy herself for once, and stop tending to everyone else's needs. Nagisa is also incredibly idealistic, and is something of an excessive planner for the future. To be honest, my biggest regret is I didn't get to see what he'd be like if he'd lived a bit longer.

♥ Personality Type ♥ : ENFJ (Fe-Ni-Se-Ti) 9w1 so/sx 927/972 SC/O/|A|I Sanguine-Phlegmatic FELV ESE EF(N)

‧̍̊·̊‧̥°̩̥˚̩̩̥͙°̩̥‧̥·̊‧̍̊ ♡ °̩̥˚̩̩̥͙°̩̥ ·͙*̩̩͙˚̩̥̩̥*̩̩̥͙·̩̩̥͙*̩̩̥͙˚̩̥̩̥*̩̩͙‧͙ °̩̥˚̩̩̥͙°̩̥ ♡ ‧̍̊·̊‧̥°̩̥˚̩̩̥͙°̩̥‧̥·̊‧̍̊ ‧̍̊·̊‧̥°̩̥˚̩̩̥͙°̩̥‧̥·̊‧̍̊ ♡ °̩̥˚̩̩̥͙°̩̥ ·͙*̩̩͙˚̩̥̩̥*̩̩̥͙·̩̩̥͙*̩̩̥͙˚̩̥̩̥*̩̩͙‧͙ °̩̥˚̩̩̥͙°̩̥ ♡ ‧̍̊·̊‧̥°̩̥˚̩̩̥͙°̩̥‧̥·̊‧̍̊ ‧̍̊·̊‧̥°̩̥˚̩̩̥͙°̩̥‧̥·̊‧̍̊ ♡


"Lyric"

‧̍̊·̊‧̥°̩̥˚̩̩̥͙°̩̥‧̥·̊‧̍̊ ♡ °̩̥˚̩̩̥͙°̩̥ ·͙*̩̩͙˚̩̥̩̥*̩̩̥͙·̩̩̥͙*̩̩̥͙˚̩̥̩̥*̩̩͙‧͙ °̩̥˚̩̩̥͙°̩̥ ♡ ‧̍̊·̊‧̥°̩̥˚̩̩̥͙°̩̥‧̥·̊‧̍̊ ‧̍̊·̊‧̥°̩̥˚̩̩̥͙°̩̥‧̥·̊‧̍̊ ♡ °̩̥˚̩̩̥͙°̩̥ ·͙*̩̩͙˚̩̥̩̥*̩̩̥͙·̩̩̥͙*̩̩̥͙˚̩̥̩̥*̩̩͙‧͙ °̩̥˚̩̩̥͙°̩̥ ♡ ‧̍̊·̊‧̥°̩̥˚̩̩̥͙°̩̥‧̥·̊‧̍̊ ‧̍̊·̊‧̥°̩̥˚̩̩̥͙°̩̥‧̥·̊‧̍̊ ♡


♥ Appearance ♥


♥ Height ♥: 4'11" (the height in centimetres when I look it up)
♥ Weight ♥: 132 lbs (something something kg)
♥ Skin Tone ♥: Sort of a pinkish more pale skin tone-
♥ Hair Style ♥: A blonde, spiky mess that looks like it was hit by a tornado. Ironically, the sideswept bangs in front seem to be perfectly combed. Could it be that Nagisa's hair physics just can't align when he takes care of her hair?
♥ Hair Colour ♥: Bright blonde
♥ Eye Colour ♥: Deep Blue
♥ Clothes ♥: A blue button-up maid dress, with a vest overtop it. Nagisa also wears knee-high socks, and Mary-Jane shoes. Nagisa also wears a tied, dark brown draping bow tie. He has semi-puffy sleeves. And holy heck, I'm looking at his design now and it's actually probably one of my favorites.
♥ Accessories ♥: One large green bow on one side of his head, and one large red bow on the other side. She also wears a white ribbon headband!
♥ Other ♥: One mole dots his face, and she typically looks pretty flustered.

‧̍̊·̊‧̥°̩̥˚̩̩̥͙°̩̥‧̥·̊‧̍̊ ♡ °̩̥˚̩̩̥͙°̩̥ ·͙*̩̩͙˚̩̥̩̥*̩̩̥͙·̩̩̥͙*̩̩̥͙˚̩̥̩̥*̩̩͙‧͙ °̩̥˚̩̩̥͙°̩̥ ♡ ‧̍̊·̊‧̥°̩̥˚̩̩̥͙°̩̥‧̥·̊‧̍̊ ‧̍̊·̊‧̥°̩̥˚̩̩̥͙°̩̥‧̥·̊‧̍̊ ♡ °̩̥˚̩̩̥͙°̩̥ ·͙*̩̩͙˚̩̥̩̥*̩̩̥͙·̩̩̥͙*̩̩̥͙˚̩̥̩̥*̩̩͙‧͙ °̩̥˚̩̩̥͙°̩̥ ♡ ‧̍̊·̊‧̥°̩̥˚̩̩̥͙°̩̥‧̥·̊‧̍̊ ‧̍̊·̊‧̥°̩̥˚̩̩̥͙°̩̥‧̥·̊‧̍̊ ♡


"Lyric"

‧̍̊·̊‧̥°̩̥˚̩̩̥͙°̩̥‧̥·̊‧̍̊ ♡ °̩̥˚̩̩̥͙°̩̥ ·͙*̩̩͙˚̩̥̩̥*̩̩̥͙·̩̩̥͙*̩̩̥͙˚̩̥̩̥*̩̩͙‧͙ °̩̥˚̩̩̥͙°̩̥ ♡ ‧̍̊·̊‧̥°̩̥˚̩̩̥͙°̩̥‧̥·̊‧̍̊ ‧̍̊·̊‧̥°̩̥˚̩̩̥͙°̩̥‧̥·̊‧̍̊ ♡ °̩̥˚̩̩̥͙°̩̥ ·͙*̩̩͙˚̩̥̩̥*̩̩̥͙·̩̩̥͙*̩̩̥͙˚̩̥̩̥*̩̩͙‧͙ °̩̥˚̩̩̥͙°̩̥ ♡ ‧̍̊·̊‧̥°̩̥˚̩̩̥͙°̩̥‧̥·̊‧̍̊ ‧̍̊·̊‧̥°̩̥˚̩̩̥͙°̩̥‧̥·̊‧̍̊ ♡


♥ History ♥


♥ Backstory ♥ : Nagisa Aoki was raised into a kind and charitable family, who always believed in giving your all to other people and to hard work. A lot of Nagisa's childhood was spent doing chores, donating to charities, volunteering for various work, such as working at soup kitchens, babysitting, visiting various orphanages, participating in bake sales, and more. Nagisa was always taught to give all of yourself to others, even when you couldn't take it anymore. But, I mean, besides that, Nagisa didn't have life that bad. Her family wasn't poor, and his parents not abusive, except perhaps their extremely high expectations. But they weren't too harsh when Nagisa didn't meet them. All the same, Nagisa felt more and more like he had to be perfect for others. In comes the topic of love. Nagisa felt love for families, he felt love for friends, she felt love for children, and for animals. For the Earth, and the trees, and all living and non-living things. But she was so... perplexed seeing people around him, romancing and dating others. He never felt such a thing, and yet, as time went on, he came to understand it. Maybe she never felt it for herself, but Nagisa grew to understand other people's romantic feelings, and how to express them for them. People began to approach him, asking for romantic advice. Asking if they could receive his help. Somehow, it seemed Nagisa was a natural at coming up with the right things for people to say. The right gifts for people to give. The loves that were meant to be, and those that were hopeless beyond hopeless. He thought nothing of it while doing it, Nagisa always helped others. It was what she did. It wasn't anything new. However, eventually she was scouted to be the Ultimate Romantic, and his presence was requested at Hope's Peak Academy. And how could Nagisa say no? It felt rude to turn down an invitation. And, Nagisa had thought that he could help spread some kindness and cheer to his classmates. He never knew that all she was walking into was a premature death.

♥ Secret ♥ : One time, back in high school, Nagisa tried to matchmake two people together. However, it went horribly wrong. The girl's crush reacted very negatively, and she wound up jumping off the roof to her death. Nagisa never got over it, and always blamed himself for it. After all, if she hadn't tried to help, that girl might still be alive.


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Introduction:


"...I mean, give me a break. They can't ALL be new and improved!"
Okay, let's not spend this entire time making DSaF references.
Hi, guys! So, I'm making a place to store my OCs, and information on them. Hopefully, this will be somewhat aesthetic. Let's start!


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Forum Posts: 47 		Posted: Tue, 20/12/2022 22:14 (1 Year ago)

Lucian Arbred's POV


"...h-hey. Kubo. Can I ask you something?" He thought he'd try to change the subject. And, well... he kinda wanted to know. He pulled his scarf up further.

"What kind of things do you like? Like, what are your hobbies? And, what do you like receiving for gifts?"

He smiled lightly. "I- just think, it makes for a nice conversation. You don't have to answer if you don't want to!"


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Darcy Harper's POV


Darcy smiled at him, but they looked sadder than usual. Still, it would be nice to have some company. "Sure!"


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Darcy Harper's POV


A distraught Darcy sighed, and made their way to the cafeteria. On the way there, they spotted Sutaraitsu. Darcy gave an awkward wave. "Oh, hiii there! I was just- heading to the cafeteria. To eat something. Were you heading there too?"

(Lucian and Sawyer's POVs are not available yet)



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Lucian Arbred's POV


"It's okay... You had brothers, huh?" He smiled a very sad smile. "...I remember having brothers. That wasn't... Very pleasant to say the least."

Lucian twitched nervously, his eyes set on Kubo's hands.

"...I'm going to be completely honest with you, Kubo, I... I really don't like talking about my childhood. It's a time I'd rather forget, and... I..."

His voice faltered. "but... I mean, if you want me to talk about it, it's fine! I mean, it's you we're talking about! It's Kubo! You can ask me anything at all!"

Well heck. I didn't mean for that to come out that way at all. Just what has gotten into me?

It was just stupid teasing on Mei's part. So why the heck had it gotten to him this much?!

"I-I mean... The point of this is to make you feel better. The point isn't how I feel. So... If you need me to tell you about anything, then that's fine. I'm not supposed to have boundaries in the first place!"

Deep breaths. Calm down.

"s-so... Feel free to ask anything you'd like." He covered the lower half of his burning face with his scarf.

Sawyer Laurens's POV


"Woo! Yes! Wifekuma! And thank you, friend! Let's gooo!"

They headed to the pool with Miyako!


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Lucian Arbred's POV


"NONONO! It's alright! It's fine!" He waved his hands around, and then stopped. "...it's just, I'm really not used to talking about my own issues. But I... If you want, I can tell you about something."

Is there anything I can think of that isn't too depressing? That's the truth?

"...I had a lot of siblings in my family. Things between my parents were... Complicated to say the least. But I always felt closest with my sister. We always moved around a lot, and I never really had any friends because of it. I was always constantly given instructions about this and that, "Lock the doors, close the blinds, put this here, leave that there." I usually wasn't allowed to leave the house unless I was supposed to come along for "errands" of some kind."

He swallowed, remembering. "...she looked a lot like her. They had the same short hair, the same look in their eyes... The same feeling I could trust them. But, I..."

Lucian's voice faltered. "...something happened to my sister. I remember I always told her I'd keep her safe... Whenever she was really scared. But I was asleep, and... She wasn't there... And then I heard the gunshots... And..."

He stopped. Tears welled in his eyes. "...I- I was... I arrived too late to do anything. She was killed..."

He wasn't sure what had prodded this story out of him. But really, so much for not depressing. He hung his head.

"...sorry if I'm... *hic* bothering you..."

Sawyer Laurens's POV


"HMMMMMM. Oh! WHAT IF WE CHECK THE POOL? Maybe there are Wifekuma remains there! I dunno, we like, haven't seen her lately?" They tilted their head. "It'd be interesting! Maybe stuff has changed there!"

Darcy Harper's POV


Darcy dragged themself out of the bed with a groan, and left the dorm. They were hungry. They supposed they should go get something to eat...


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Lucian Arbred's POV


Kubo appeared to look deep in thought after what he said. Lucian realized that, for one reason or another, Kubo didn't like talking about his past. Perhaps he was hiding something horrible, not necessarily that he did something horrible but he didn't want to talk about horrible happ-

"Anyway," he said quickly. "I f-feel bad..You should t-talk about you..yourself too. I wanna hear about.. bout you."

Lucian's heart thudded, and his face flushed further, if that was possible at this point. He pointed at himself with an index finger. "m-me? I mean... I-I- don't know. It's supposed to be about you. Making you feel better." He wanted to pull his scarf up or hide in his sweater.

Or both. He almost did.

Lucian fiddled with is fingers. "...b-but I mean... If you're interested. What do you want me to tell you about?"

Anything, probably. Things he didn't want to remember, probably.

The before, probably.

Sawyer Laurens's POV


"Hiiii, dear friend!" Sawyer exclaimed, bringing Miyako the Pepsi. They skidded so fast that they almost ran into the wall!

"Ooh, I see you got Setsuna's papers together for 'im! How thoughtful!! Should we explore the school?"

They gave a winning smile.

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Sawyer Laurens's POV


Sawyer fumbled around, looking for Pepsi cans. They couldn't help but smile, thinking of the times that they and Darcy used to drink soda together. But... Dace always seemed so afraid, while doing it.

"Isn't this great, Darcy?! I had to save up my allowance for months to get this much soda pop!" They burst out cheerily laughing. "But it's worth it! Have whatever you want!"
Darcy would smile at them, and say, "Um... yeah. Thank you, Sawyer." But they'd only stare at the sides of the cans, rotating them, and then carefully selecting one.
Sawyer only ever saw them taking a few sips. "What's the matter? You not thirsty?"
Darcy shook their head. "No... that's..." Darcy looked down at the ground. "That's not it..."


Sawyer never understood why Darcy seemed so reluctant to just drink some soda pop. What was wrong with just a little sugar every now and then? It seemed like Darcy, at some point or another, was unable to do certain things. For some reason. Sawyer was never quite sure why.

Oh, well!

I wonder how she's doing now.

Sawyer grabbed a Pepsi can. "Found it!" they exclaimed, immediately heading in Miyako's direction.

But...

There seemed to be something off about Darcy lately. And Sawyer couldn't help but wonder if it had to do with...

Darcy Harper's POV


Darcy dragged their face out from their pillow, still clutching it tightly to their chest. They looked at the remains of the broken mirror. Shattered.

Shattered into pieces, just like them. But that wasn't them. That wasn't them in that mirror... was it?

Darcy didn't know anymore.

It felt pathetic, really. That Darcy felt like they had to cling to Sawyer.

Sawyer, the only one who could understand.

The only one who could come close to the truth.

And yet couldn't.

But who else would even care?...

Darcy recalled it... that night. For two key reasons.

"...he said no, Si-Sawyer. He said no…” Darcy sniffled. “I-It’s fine anyway. I’m sure Mom wouldn’t have let me go with him.”
“O-Oh… Darcy, I’m sorry. But, hey! Who needs him anyway?” Sawyer put their hands behind their head. “When he rejected you? I think you’re pretty great!”

“...R-Really?”

“Yeah!” Sawyer chirped. “We could go together, the two of us!”

“In THAT silly outfit, Sawyer? Really?”

“What?! What’s wrong with it?” Sawyer retorted, and Darcy started laughing with their hand over their mouth.

“I’m kidding, Sawyer! But someone else might think that’s really weird, you know.”

“Well, what’s wrong with being weird?” Sawyer put their hand on their hip. “I’ll wear my heckin’ propeller hat if I want to!”

Darcy looked surprised. “B-But… like, when you look, or… are weird, people judge you.”

Sawyer grinned. “Wouldn’t life be boring if we were all “normal”, though? Besides! The right people don’t judge you for it!”
“The right people… Okay, okay. I guess we can go together.”

“Yayyyy! Let’s gooo!” Sawyer hugged Darcy tightly, and they huffed as they did. But…
Darcy had really appreciated what they had to say.
And it… had made them rethink things a bit.


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Lucian Arbred's POV


"...I see." Lucian's expression softened. The peculiarity here that stuck out to him was that the rosary was what Kubo deemed relevant. What changed his life forever. Not his mother's death...

Theories brewed in his mind. Abusive, distant, perhaps almost completely absent. All may have been possibilities about Kubo's mother. That, or he was psychologically disturbed in some way or other, causing him to feel a lack of remorse. There may also be other factors at play that he wasn't aware of...

It was impossible to say for sure. However, Lucian figured it was most likely that his mother was distant. Kubo spoke not with particular hatred for her, or particularly strong emotion towards her killer. There might not have been much there to begin with.

The curiosity stirred within him. "The rosary... The Church... How did those things culminate to lead your life down a path you didn't expect? He paused. "...I understand what you might have to say may... Not be pleasant. To say the least. So if you want to leave anything out, or say no to anything I have to ask of you, that's completely fine with me."

The big thing is... I want to help.

And, okay, maybe he was super curious about Kubo too. Maybe he also wanted to know him better too. Like the gloves. He wanted to ask about them. But... That did not contribute to the end goal of helping Kubo. So he resisted the urge. VERY RELUCTANTLY. Though he still found himself accidentally staring at the gloves, a lot.

Sawyer Laurens's POV


"Oh! I see! Makes sense!" Sawyer chirped. "Good idea, dear friend!" They did a military salute for some reason, and then did something that looked like a mix between a skip, a march, and the way a crab walks. "I shall find you a Pepsi or die tryiiiing!" they exclaimed dramatically, waving their arms as they went to look for one.

Let's see. Where were the Pepsis?

Sawyer smiled. Things had been great here. They'd made so many new friends! But then they frowned.

Were they forgetting something? It seemed as though a little gray cloud lurked at the edge of their mind. Along with a lot of other gray clouds.

Sawyer pushed them away. Pushed what away?

There were no gray clouds. There was only HAPPY!

Darcy Harper's POV


"I wish I could, but I can't," Darcy uttered over and over. "I wish I could, but I can't. I wish I could, but I can't."

All they were was just the...

The...
Chocolate...

Ugh.

Darcy wanted to vomit.

...the chocolate girl. That's all they were. Nothing special, easily replaceable.

Just an actor stuck in a role, in a play. The one you didn't want.

Mom told you she was proud but she didn't like your performance, Nono.

And you hated your costume. You wanted to tear it into shreds.

Just stitch a smile on and cry later, okay?

Smile for me kid, okay?

Be a good little perfect...

...perfect...

Girl...

Darcy inhaled. No one loved you if you weren't certain ways. If you didn't cater to their needs.

Because what were you otherwise?

An outcast.

A failure.

A disappointment.

I can't be me... If that's me.


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Lucian Arbred's POV


Lucian's heart stirred with empathy. He'd lost his own mother, but he didn't know if he wanted to bring that up. So instead, he kept his mouth shut about that. Lucian folded his hands in his lap.

Lucian took a deep breath, and gave Kubo a sad smile. "I'm so sorry for your loss... Losing a loved one is never easy. Do you... Ever miss her? Do you have anything you like to remember her by?"

Poor Kubo. It seemed like he was trying not to let it bother him, as some people did about this sort of thing. Or maybe he was numbing himself to it...

As he did his best to help him, and to understand, Lucian searched Kubo's eyes and his own mind for answers. (When he wasn't trying to look away, I mean. You're supposed to keep eye contact but it's also rude to stare. And it was hard for him to think as straight as he usually did. He just had to remember this was just a client. Not Kubo. Just a client...)

Sawyer Laurens's POV


"Poor guy," Sawyer whimpered. "I didn't mean to startle him so hard! Is he... Usually like that?"they asked, as they took to picking up the paper. They thought they saw their amazing friend pick something up, but they dismissed it.

Maybe she'd dropped a paper clip or something?

Darcy Harper's POV


Darcy hid away in their room, and wept into the pillow, clutching it tightly to their chest

"Sawyer? Can I ask you something?"
"Mm. Sure! Anything!" they chirped.
"Do you..." Darcy hesitated. "Do you think people should be allowed to be whoever they want to be... So long as it doesn't hurt anybody?"
As Darcy looked up at the starry sky that night, it's almost as though they searched it for answers.
Sawyer thought for a moment, and then smiled and nodded. "I definitely think so! Why? Is something troubling you?'
Darcy faltered. "I see... No. Not at all."
Flashes of blood and Darcy's body falling away into pieces. Screaming and pounding and hating hating hating what you see you hate what you see and what you hear and you just want to erase it erase it all-

Nothing at all.


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Lucian Arbred's POV


Lucian's face dropped at the mention of Kaoru. "...r-right. I'd rather not talk about her either. I'm sorry."

WAIT, WHY AM I APOLOGIZING

HHHHH

"So... Is there... Anything that's always troubled you? That you just can't seem to move past? Anything you're okay with talking about. If you're not okay, we can skip this question. I want you to feel comfortable."

Okay. Okay. Right. Do the talking thing.

Since WHEN DID I GET SO AWKWARD?

"Do you... Like chocolate?" he asked, slowly picking up one of the boxes of chocolates Darcy brought in. "I mean... It's kinda super fancy she brought this stuff in. But, I just thought I should ask if you want some."

Sawyer Laurens's POV


Sawyer brightened even more somehow, with a giant gasp. "OHMYGOSH. Dear friends? We're dear friends? AAAA, MY DEAR FRIEND!" Sawyer hugged Miyako tightly, the widest grin on their face. "FRIIIEND! Yes, let's go find others! Oh my goodness, AN OTHER!"

Sawyer ran over to Setsuna. "Hiya, fellow human! How do you? Have you ever wondered how Willy Wonka made his different inventions?! LIKE OH MY GOODNESS THEY MUST BE SCIENTIFICALLY IMPOSSIBLE!? But maybe they are possible!! Kinda a shame the books keep most of the recipes a secret." Sawyer let out a disappointed sigh. "What d'ya think? I think I've actually tried to make some of his candies before..." They tapped an index finger to their chin, looking thoughtful.

"ALSO ALSO this is my dear friend, Miyako!" Sawyer pulled her forward and showed her to Setsuna, non-stop smiling. "What if we could like ALL BE SUPER BIG BUDDIES?"

Darcy Harper's POV


Darcy peeked into the cafeteria, and paled at what they saw. Immediately, Darcy made a break for their dorm.

no.
No.

NO.

THIS WASN'T HAPPENING!!

It wasn't... Supposed to be happening.

They wanted to go talk to Sawyer but...

"I'm scared," Darcy choked out to themself. "What if they don't understand? And I bet before you know it, that person'll be their girlfriend or something..."

Tears pooled in their eyes, and they crossed the arms, staring at the floor as they walked.

I should know by now, Darcy thought bitterly, as they walked by the Nurse's Office, That nobody in their right mind would love me.


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Lucian Arbred's POV


Lucian inhaled. Jeez. What was with that outburst on his part? He was supposed to be calm and collected. He was losing it!

Putting his hands in his pockets, he headed to the bathroom. He hoped he wouldn't run into Kubo right now. He needed to clear his head for a moment...

He repeatedly splashed water onto his face, inhaling and exhaling deeply.

It's... Not my fault she's gone. Right? But she did it because of me...

And, oh god. Did he seriously...

No, he didn't. Of course he didn't have a crush on Kubo because that would be terrible. For both of them. Of course Kubo would never feel that way about him.

AND HE DIDN'T FEEL THAT WAY EITHER.

...did he?

He stared into the mirror.

So what if he was interesting? So what if Lucian liked his hair, and his gloves, and he was really smart and noticed things everybody else didn't and he was really cool and he kinda wanted to see his hands, just to see what they looked like? AND TO MAKE SURE HE WASN'T SELF-HARMING, OF COURSE!! And... That eye, and...

Lucian covered his face with his hands. How would he ever be ready for his own session that he was giving a FRICKING client at this rate?

(I just realized I don't recall mentioning where Kubo was waiting. Whoops.)

Kubo Atsushi's POV


"O-Oh. Hi! D-Did you, you know... Tell people about the session?" Kubo asked.

Wow, this was awkward. Randomly running into Lucian in here. Who appeared to be pacing and having a mental breakdown himself.

"...y-yes. Yes, Kubo! Not everyone knows though, I don't think."

Lucian began fiddling with his hands. Kubo blinked. "O-Oh. Who knows, then?"

"...Mei and Idris know. I don't know about everyone else."

Lucian evaded eye contact.

"He is planning to kill me, isn't he?" he muttered.

"Odds are, he won't. He's too small to have the physical strength. And if I can confirm that he did tell those people..."

Lucian's eyes were flitting all over the place. But he was trying his best not to look at Kubo, apparently. And for some reason that Kubo couldn't fathom, he was red in the face. Was he sick?

"S-So... Are w-we going to have the session together soon?" Kubo asked.

"Y-Yeah! Totally! Why not! Anything you say!"

"Ohh, ummm... Okay."

He's acting weird.

But someone randomly burst into the bathroom, through the power of plot.

Darcy Harper's POV


"Heyyyyy, you two!" Darcy exclaimed. Kubo looked startled, and confused at the statement.

"The Nurse's Office is ready!"

"O-Oh. Um. Does- everyone know yet?" Kubo asked. He kept staring at his gloves. "A-and- what do you mean, ready?"

Darcy winked. "Ehhhh. Five people know! Aaand you'll see!"

Kubo sighed. "I-I... Suppose that's enough."

Lucian looked over nervously at Darcy. But he also looked annoyed. "...what did you do?"

"Why don't you go see for yourself?"

"There better not be a dead body in there," Kubo muttered. But neither Darcy nor Lucian heard.

Lucian headed into the Nurse's Office with Kubo, and...

The air was scented with jasmine. There were heart-shaped boxes of chocolate in the office, and... Lit candles.

Darcy watched them both react to what was going on.

"W-what the hell?" Kubo exclaimed. "I mean... Seems a bit... Extravagant?"

Lucian was twisting his hair with his fingers. "I-I'm sorry. Darcy insisted on... Doing this for the session. We can cancel it if this bothers you."

Kubo sighed. "N-No. I guess we can still have it."

"Why the hell did she do this," he muttered.

Lucian Arbred's POV


"...S-So. How you are- how--" He facepalmed, and then unfacepalmed. "...how are you?"

"F-...fine, I guess. Aside from the f-fact we're all trapped in a Killing Game."

Kubo's arms were crossed.

"...that's good! Okay. Is there... Anything troubling you? Or anything you want to talk about?"

It's just a normal client, Lucian.

It's not the hot emo detective, Lucian.

HE'S NOT HOT, SHUT UP, LUCIAN.

"B-Besides our current situation? No. N-Not really."

Kubo proceeded to say something very quietly, whilst staring at his hands. Lucian couldn't make it out.

"w-well. I... Could protect you. I mean!! I could, always, like... We could... Form a group with somebody, so you can't die..." He trailed off.

Kubo made a "pfft" noise, but Lucian didn't quite hear it.

"Al-Alright. I guess that could work."

Lucian laughed quietly to himself. "Y-Yeah. Ultimate Detective, right? You seem like you're really skilled at it."

Kubo blinked. "Y-Yes," he said reluctantly, turning away. Lucian realized he'd hit a sore spot, and quickly changed the subject.

"I've met a lot of interesting people, in my time... As a therapist. You know! Like-- you do. You probably have." He gripped at his sweater nervously. "...but I don't know if I've met someone quite like you before."

Kubo raised his eyebrows. "N-Never met anyone like me before? Really?"

Wait. Where was he going with what he was saying?

CHANGE OF SUBJECT CHANGE OF SUBJECT

Why was this going disastrously wrong?!

"I'm sorry, I-- umm... It's just. It felt like. You knew what you were doing. It was cool. I'm not usually this bad with words."

Kubo sighed. "I-It's alright. Just... W-wasn't expecting you to say that."

"...we... Should be talking about your issues. So..." Lucian twisted a lock of his hair, looking at Kubo with a curious intensity. "...are you prepared to open up?"

Darcy Harper's POV


Darcy wished they had popcorn on them. But, they supposed, they should leave Kubo and Lucian alone.

...

Why am I helping with something like this?

Darcy couldn't help but wonder how Sawyer was doing...

Ugh... Sawyer...

Sawyer Laurens's POV


"Well, Miyako?"

Miyako's eyes shifted to the right.
"Ohhh, uhh. There was this time I was out on a deck. At home. And my cat -- died. I guess. That sucked. A lot."

Sawyer's eyes clouded with sympathy. "Ohhh. I'm... Sorry."

Miyako looked surprised. "Yeah, well. It just... Happened out of nowhere, y'know?"

"Yeah. That's how it goes sometimes. Wanna check out the map soon?"

Miyako Hiroto's POV


Miyako nodded. "Oh! Yeah, sure. Sure!"

It would be good to get an idea of the layout of this crazy place...

Setsuna Jun's POV


Strange. Very strange. Were those two with Kubo and Lucian? Were they conspiring to KILL EVERYONE? No, surely not... Hopefully. He slowly side-stepped out of the room, trying to avoid character interactions.


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Lucian Arbred's POV


His expression saddened. His voice was so low when he replied, you could have heard a pin drop. "...Kaoru and I were dear friends. I had no idea she was in love with me."
I failed her. It's all my fault. She did it for me.
His fists clenched. But what Mei said next played at a different part of him. His heart thudded, and his face grew even redder.
"I WAS- I WAS GOING TO! We were just having a conversation. Right now. About how I was going to go have the session with him. Mei. Darcy said she was baking chocolates and bringing candles, for some reason?... I guess she wanted it to be more cordial."
He laughed, for some strange reason. "...K-Kubo. Kissing me. Pfft," he said out loud. "What a weird thought. Nobody wants that. Not even my dog wants that. Wait, I don't have a dog! WHAT I MEANT TO SAY IS I DON'T WANT HIM TO KISS ME, AND- I'm going to go see him right away! FOR A THERAPY SESSION. A THING THAT THERAPISTS AND CLIENTS DO!"

NEVER MIND THAT MADE IT WORSE!!

Darcy Harper's POV


Darcy finished baking the chocolates, which were all in the shapes of hearts. Somehow. Yes, they shaped them into hearts without any of those baking shaper thingies, I don't cook much, I don't know what they're called. Why is Dorky intruding on Darcy's POV? Anyway!

Darcy spotted Setsuna, eating in the cafeteria. They wondered if they should talk to him. Setsuna immediately looked away. Oh. I guess... he doesn't want to talk.

Well, Darcy had to head over to the Nurse's Office with these! They supposed they'd tell... Setsuna. And... Miyako, and... Sawyer.

Darcy swallowed, and headed over.

"Heyyy!" Darcy waved at Setsuna, box of chocolates in their other hand.

Setsuna flinched. "OH! A PERSON! Ohmygod. You're- you're not going to force me to ingest those chocolates, are you?! I KNEW IT! Someone IS trying to assassinate me! You plan to force me to ingest poison!"

Darcy blinked, confused. "No, this isn't a repeat of Chapter 2 from last time. I was going to tell you that Lucian and Kubo are doing something in private in the Nurse's Office later!"

"S-Something private? I KNOW! They're conspiring," Setsuna muttered. "They're going to kill everyone! Thanks for telling me, weird chocolate-bearing girl!"

Darcy flinched. Please no. But they nodded. "Haha, you're... welcome. See you around, cutie!"

They winked and walked away.

Setsuna Jun's POV


The girl was an ally. Setsuna had to be sure that he stopped this devious meeting from happening!

-- once he got over his fear of talking to people. Or he'd just sit here, and do nothing. But. He had a warning, to be on guard for those two!

Sawyer Laurens's POV


"Aaaa, Dacey-Ace! Where have you been?" Sawyer ran over and hugged them. "I was wondering where you were!"

Darcy's face reddened. "Could- could you not? I- was just going to tell you, Kubo and... Lucian are..."

Sawyer separated from the hug and tilted their head. Why was Darcy's face so red?

"U-Um. They're... having a therapy session in the Nurse's Office room or something."

"Oh! Okay! Good to know!"

"Why are you telling everyone exactly?" Miyako asked.

"To give Kubo reassurance he's not being murdered," Darcy explained. "I'm... Lucian's messenger. Or something."

Sawyer gasped. "ARE THOSE CHOCOLATES FOR ME?!" Their hands went raptor arms.

"U-Um! No. No. I could. Make you some later. But this is for them."

Miyako Hiroto's POV


Why was the annoying hugger girl so... nervous? Why did she seem so... upset about something?

Eh. Whatever.

"Well, good luck with that. Guess you can tell Lucian and Kubo we know, huh?"

"Y-Yeah."

Darcy mysteriously darted off before either Miyako or Sawyer could get in another word.

"You know that girl?" Miyako asked.

"Oh, yeah! Heheh. We were best friends when I was younger," Sawyer explained. "And then... one day, I came and knocked on her door, and she didn't come out. I think she must've not been home, but I coulda sworn I saw her in there. She had this reallyyyyy sad expression on her face. I never found out what bothered her..."

For a moment, Sawyer looked somewhere else. They almost looked... sad. Remorseful.

"Hey, uh-"

"But anyway!" Sawyer chirped, grabbing Miyako's hands. "You wanna tell me some of your stories?"

This... childish person was very touchy.

"Uhhh..." Miyako's eyes flitted away. Do I make something up?

Darcy Harper's POV


Candles. Candles. Got it, look for candles.

They had to assign tasks to themself. Just... ignore Si-Sawyer. It's fine. Everything's fine.

Kubo Atsushi's POV


Kubo tapped his foot. He wondered when he should head out there.

Surely, it would take some time to let everyone know that he and Lucian were going to have a therapy session together.

"Then again, should I even go?" he muttered, staring at his hands. Maybe he should. Maybe he shouldn't.

"Not like there's any danger."

But did he even want to come? Eh, well, he was curious. He'd give Lucian that.


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