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malyen OFFLINE   Forum Posts: 195 |
Posted: Wed, 18/01/2023 07:09 (1 Year ago) |
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Idris nodded, and left without a word. He walked slowly down the corridor, hands in his pockets, wondering what the hell just happened. He was supposed to be going to the Cafeteria to meet Mei. He wasn't even hungry. What if he just went the long way, and got lost? Maybe he could fabricate some random lie to satisfy Mei. His hands were shaking slightly. Idris felt extremely paranoid at this point, after what happened regarding the secrets. The hallways were empty. Perfect. Maybe he could stay there forever, away from everyone, as he slowly crumbled bit by bit. And there wouldn't be anyone to stop him. He doubted anyone would even notice. He sighed at stared at the ceiling. He finally came to term with everything, and realised with his eyes wide and a groan escaping his lips- Oh no. [Read more] |
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malyen OFFLINE Forum Posts: 195 |
Posted: Wed, 18/01/2023 00:06 (1 Year ago) |
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Idris was flushing deeply at this point. "I'm leaving, it's lunchtime and I'm starving." He muttered, scowling at Monokuma. "Thanks for fixing me up, 'Doc." Idris whispered. "You can come....if you like." I need to get out of here. [Read more] |
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malyen OFFLINE Forum Posts: 195 |
Posted: Tue, 17/01/2023 23:05 (1 Year ago) |
 A speak suddenly blasted: idris pov to be edited in [Read more] |
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malyen OFFLINE Forum Posts: 195 |
Posted: Tue, 17/01/2023 18:26 (1 Year ago) |
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How the hell do you just forget?! You're literally bleeding out right now!" He shrugged. Idris winced as ointment came into contact with his skin. As Mei finished, he mumbled a thanks underneath his breath. Idris' knuckles were bone-white. He'd been clenching his knee the whole time. Was he shaking? With fear? Pain? He yelped as Monokuma grabbed his hand and pressed it against the bear's stupid face. He started batting Monokuma away. "Get off me-" Idris snapped. Idris looked quizzically at the bear. "Huh?" Idris flushed. "What? N-no-" He scowled. "I have several knives hidden here, Monokuma, and I don't think you'd like it if you were made into a Build-A-Bear, w-would you?" [Read more] |
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malyen OFFLINE Forum Posts: 195 |
Posted: Tue, 17/01/2023 00:07 (1 Year ago) |
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"I- um...okay-" Idris stammered. "Oh, c'mon- I just....forgot? Easy mistake to make, alright-" He muttered angrily, lifting his shirt up. "It doesn't even hurt that much-" He lied. He winced as fabric came in contact with a large cut. "I didn't wince. You didn't see that." [Read more] |
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malyen OFFLINE Forum Posts: 195 |
Posted: Mon, 16/01/2023 23:36 (1 Year ago) |
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Idris frowned. "What did I do now?" He scowled. He turned around. "Ohhh." He shrugged. "It'll dry soon....ish.....hopefully." "Maybe I'll bleed out and die looking like a shrivelled raisin. Fun." "Sit your ass down, now." "Wha- okay. Fiiine." Idris muttered. "Just- hand me the towel. I'll see if I can reach my back- probably not." [Read more] |
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malyen OFFLINE Forum Posts: 195 |
Posted: Mon, 16/01/2023 23:14 (1 Year ago) |
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He groaned. He couldn't stay hidden in the bathroom forever. He had to get out someday....unfortunately. Idris got up reluctantly, and exited the bathroom. "All done-" He lied. He froze suddenly. Idris was so stupid. He was going to patch up the cuts then have a crisis. So blood was just seeping down his shirt. Fun. Interesting way to die, bleeding out. [Read more] |
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malyen OFFLINE Forum Posts: 195 |
Posted: Mon, 16/01/2023 21:59 (1 Year ago) |
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He nodded in thanks. Idris slowly bandaged his arms, and placed band-aids on his sore neck. Then he sighed. "I'm gonna- go to the bathroom. Cuts on my back." He lied, and walked away slowly. He didn't lie, Idris did have cuts, but he wasn't going for that. He slid down the side of the wall in the bathroom, hands shaking. He couldn't cry, not here, not now, not ever. The voices spat and hissed in his ear. Only he could hear them. Nobody would know. No one would see him weak. Pathetic. Ever. He'd make sure of it. Even if he had to die trying. Nobody would ever know. [Read more] |
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malyen OFFLINE Forum Posts: 195 |
Posted: Mon, 16/01/2023 21:13 (1 Year ago) |
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Idris nodded quietly. He shuffled to the bathroom, and stared at himself in the mirror. As a kid, Idris always had a fear of mirrors, and growing up with a bunch of issues about his appearance, due to his family and school, he never really took time to actually see what he looked like. He regretted it. His neck was covered with ugly-looking scratches caked with dried blood. Idris winced as he dabbed the cuts with a damp cloth. Drops of blood fell into the sink. He rubbed his eyes quickly, hiding the tears that threatened to spill. He walked out of the bathroom. "You have any bandages?" [Read more] |
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malyen OFFLINE Forum Posts: 195 |
Posted: Mon, 16/01/2023 00:15 (1 Year ago) |
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"....oh. Uh. Sure-?" Idris muttered. "There's not really much to help." He looked down at the ground. Idris felt ashamed. Ashamed of how he was. He felt...guilty. And weak. So very weak. Did Mei think he was weak? Probably. And he hated himself for that. "Just let me help you, alright?" "Mm." He sighed reluctantly, and nodded. He inched the door a little wider, enough room for one more person to squeeze in. [Read more] |
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malyen OFFLINE Forum Posts: 195 |
Posted: Sun, 15/01/2023 23:07 (1 Year ago) |
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The days are drifting slowly by I guess I'll be here 'til July "IDRIS!" "I- I'm sorry I left, I shouldn't have done that, I'm sorry!" I find it hard to have no answers But the thought of us can make the time go by "I'm back now, ok?! Please, open the goddamn door, please don't do anything! Don't leave me wondering like this, alright? Please be ok, Idris, please, open the door...!" We could walk but in a garden We could talk while at the market Taking moments of our days to be alone While we don't have all the answers We still know what truly matters Keeping hope alive despite the darkest storm Click. The door creaked open. "Mei?" [Read more] |
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malyen OFFLINE Forum Posts: 195 |
Posted: Sun, 15/01/2023 20:50 (1 Year ago) |
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"Idris, please..." "I-I'm right here..." "Don't let me see you hurting, please..." "I'm begging you..." But I crumble completely when you cry It seems like once again you've had to greet me with goodbye I'm always just about to go and spoil a surprise Take my hands off of your eyes too soon "Mei?" Idris muttered. He looked around. "Where are you?" He couldn't see. Everyone's face had been replaced by his mother, hissing and glaring, spitting and scratching, cackling and screaming. His vision turned blurry. "Don't let those nightmares take Idris away..." I'm going back to 505 If it's a seven hour flight or a forty-five minute drive In my imagination, you're waitin' lyin' on your side With your hands between your thighs "...Don't- don't." His vision was blurry. Where was Mei? "Where- please-...help." "I'll be back, watch him. Don't let him do anything stupid." "...no. please. don't leave me.. don't leave me with her. she'll kill me." Stop and wait a sec When you look at me like that, my darlin', what did you expect? I'd probably still adore you with your hands around my neck Or I did last time I checked He staggered. Did she mention Lucian? He couldn't see Lucian. He couldn't see anyone. He couldn't see anything. Just her. And darkness. Darkness that threatened to cloud his senses and lull him to sleep. He couldn't let the darkness win. He stumbled blindly out of the room, hands shaking until he reached his dorm. Locking it behind him, he lay on the ground. And let the darkness win. Saeko couldn't breathe. Their eyes were wide and their face was flushed. They watch their whole world crumble away in front of them. All because of a stupid picture. All they had done to cover this up. Gone. Good people died for nothing. Saeko snapped. All of them saw. Everyone could see what they did. Murderer! Murderer! Murderer! N-no. Nonono. Saeko couldn't have that. No one could ever find out. They all had to burn. Each and everyone one of them. Saeko would kill them all. [Read more] |
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malyen OFFLINE Forum Posts: 195 |
Posted: Sat, 14/01/2023 18:45 (1 Year ago) |
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RIIIIIPPPP The nails fell to the ground, in two. Idris looked up shakily. Mei. He looked up, expecting to see familiar purple eyes, but saw a stone-faced woman, sallow cheeks and limp brown hair. Purple eyes were replaced with a slush-coloured grey. Idris took a step back. Where was Mei? Where was she? Those cold, angry eyes bore deep into his soul. Thin pale lips opened to bare crooked yellow fangs. The woman began to whisper, her voice echoing all around him. so take my hand and we'll go to sleep and we'll dream of our little paradise He took another step back. She was here, she had come back to get him. She was going to kill him. He was going to die. He took another step back, then another, and then another, until he bumped into something. She was there again, hissing at him, extending a cold, frail hand which caressed his face gently. so take my hand "N-no, please-" Idris stammered. and we'll drift off to sleep She reached down to shut his eyelids. Idris smacked her hand away. He looked left and right. Everyone had gone. It was only her, smiling at him from every angle. And that was when Idris Kallikrates finally snapped. They were all smiling, voices mingling into one harsh, loud voice that repeated his name over and over. Voices that rasped and croaked the same lullaby, the same phrase over and over. Over and over and over and over and over- Louder and louder- Closer and closer- He was screaming and screaming until his throat felt raw and tears streamed from his eyes. Screaming and screaming but no noise came out and he clawed and clawed at his throat until blood dripped from his hands. Screaming and screaming as dozens of cold hands clasped his hands, his legs, his face. Screaming and screaming as fingertips pressed his eyelids down. so take my hand and we'll go to sleep we'll go to sleep we'll go to sleep we'll go to sleep, idris we'll go to our little paradise go to sleep idris go to sleep you'll finally see her again go to sleep idris listen to your mother [Read more] |
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malyen OFFLINE Forum Posts: 195 |
Posted: Fri, 13/01/2023 23:35 (1 Year ago) |
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where the grass is greener the air is cleaner and there's nobody that can hear you scream so take my hand "I don't want to-" let's lay on the bed and dream of our little paradise soft green grass blue, blue sky take my hand "I said I don't want to-" and together we'll die He recognised those long, curved fingers. They looked so perfect, in that picture. They looked like an image from one of those magazines his sister used to love reading. so take my hand "He doesn't like that-" and we'll go to sleep and we'll dream of our little paradise eternally He was the only one who knew what they really looked like, how they really felt digging into your skin. The nails were claws. The fingers were long and bony, icy to the touch. Idris stepped back from the picture. This was all wrong. Nonono- The hands were burned into his mind. He could feel them, pinching and prodding his skin. Hitting and slapping, pricking and cutting. There was so much blood. His skin was on fire. Idris' eyes widened as he could feel, feel her hands on his back, wincing at the icy touch. He could smell the alcohol on her breath and hear the voice he dreaded, with the words he feared the most- so take my hand and we'll watch the fade from blue to red we'll watch the trees die and we'll sit and cry and- "Where's Reo? Tears brimmed in Idris' eyes. He hadn't cried since....home, and it felt strange yet familiar to feel the water in his eyes. He wiped them quickly. Nobody could think he was weak. No, he would be strong. She's not here. She can't hurt you. She's not- The fingers tightened. Her hands on his shoulders. Digging deeper and deeper, pressing bone, bruising skin. He stifled a scream in his fist. He couldn't scream, he couldn't cry. Not here, not ever. come back reo, please come back, i need you, i can never get away from her, i'm never going to escape her- I'm never going to escape. And then it dawned on him. As long as he stood, living and breathing, she'd always win. He could never escape her. [Read more] |
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malyen OFFLINE Forum Posts: 195 |
Posted: Thu, 12/01/2023 22:28 (1 Year ago) |
 Keiki clapped their hands together. New dormmates! This'll be so funnnn~ They wondered how their dormmate would be like. Nice, mean? Keiki didn't care. Everyone was friends with Keiki in the end. They wandered into their dorm. It was so brightly coloured, it was enough to make Idris throw up. It was like a unicorn had died in there. ...perfect. The walls were a pale pink, and the curtains covered in rose patterns. The wooden desk was painted hot pink, and contained several boxes of various beauty products, including massive amounts of nail polish. Like seriously, who needed that much? In the corner sat another, smaller desk, with a typewriter and stacks of paper. Bottles of ink sat on the floor. "Ohmygawdit'sperfect-" Keiki breathed.    Dormmates were an...inconvenience, to Kaden. They proved no use, they were just there. Annoying, bugging, sentient objects which took up valuable room which could've been dedicated to a space for Kaden to play his cello. Oh, how he missed that cello. One of the tragedies of coming here was abandoning his precious instrument. Still, things happened for a reason. So, Marina Von Kaimana-Reaper, eh? He couldn't remember who they were, and that was slightly unnerving. Hopefully they were one of the ones who demonstrated their powers. If not, his new roommate would be a threat. He hated threats. He arrived at his dorm. It was quite bare, white walls, white sheets. Even white wooden furniture. It slightly blinded him. There was a huge bookcase in one corner, and a small rug in another. Both still white. It felt strangely....like home. It was nice, until he realised- All the walls were padded. The corners, the walls, everything was soft. Why?  Lin grinned. Dormmates sounded fun. Maybe she'd like this school after all. She spun around. Awh, her dormmate had vanished. Lin really wanted to meet them. "Eh, I'll see 'em later-" She muttered to herself and scampered to her dorm. Her room was large, the walls plastered in murals depicting forests with vivid colours. The bed was small, sunken into the ground. The floor was covered in grass, small flowers shooting out of the wooden floorboards below. It was a mini forest, and she loved it.  Idris shuffled out of his dorm, locking his door behind him. A small bag was looped around him. He groaned. The annoying, purple-haired girl had already taken the spot he wanted to chill in. The chair looked so comfy. He scowled at her and perched on a stool, clutching a thick book and started to read. [Read more] |
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malyen OFFLINE Forum Posts: 195 |
Posted: Tue, 10/01/2023 23:41 (1 Year ago) |
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He groaned audibly. Him, paired with the weird purple-haired girl? This day couldn't get any worse. Stupid school. He stuck his hands in his pockets, muttering angrily to himself. Why couldn't he be in his own dorm? Idris was quite curious to what it would look like. Hopefully it wasn't full of sunshine and rainbows. He trudged up mahogany stairs and reached a corridor which branched off into smaller rooms. One of which, was labelled, Amanita Negra. Bingo. He popped his head in. The room was large, housing two large seats, bookshelves towards the back and a small fireplace. Plush, velvet cushions sat neatly on leather stools. The room was quite cosy, he admitted. It seemed nice enough to stay in. But his curiosity got the better of him, and he opened a gold doorknob to a door labelled Idris Kallikrates. Idris' eyebrows widened. It wasn't a particularly large room, but it seemed perfect. The room was dark in colour, grey walls adorned with small pictures of gothic themes. A large bed sat in the corner, rosewood with grey sheets. There was a small desk in the corner where a small stack of paper and equipment lay. Next to it was- his digital drawing tablet? "How-" Idris began. It was really tailored to him, huh. His eyes softened. Maybe things wouldn't be so bad. The bookshelves contained decent enough books. Even though he had read all of the books there at least three times over. Still, it wouldn't hurt to read Mary Shelley's: Frankenstein again. [Read more] |
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malyen OFFLINE Forum Posts: 195 |
Posted: Tue, 10/01/2023 20:33 (1 Year ago) |
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And now, for an important announcement, Dorms and Houses! This year, the houses themes are: Mushrooms." Khione smiled. "Without further ado- ahem. In Amanita Negra... Idris Kallikrates and Mei Akamatsu. In Shiitake....Keiki Meyumi and Emika Tenshi-Smith! Kitty and Eris Everlast will go together in....Portobello. Lin Reyane and Theo Hodge in Morel! In Cremini, Adrik Volkov and Jackie Ness. Webcaps will house Isla Greer and Aoi. And last but not least, Kaden Sorrows and Marina Von Kaimana-Reaper in Death Cap! For the next couple hours, you are free to do whatever you want! Explore the castle, come outside.....but one rule. Never. And I repeat, never are you allowed to go into the deep parts of the forest. When you see birch trees, turn around and walk away. This is our sacred rule and disobedience will result in immediate expulsion. You have been warned." She smiled. "Now, go and find your dorm mate and explore the castle. I advise that you should explore your rooms, they've been specifically tailored for you." [Read more] |