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Posted: Mon, 06/02/2023 19:57 (1 Year ago)
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🌓💀🥀 [Half Moon, Skull, Wilted Rose] Dubwool please!
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Posted: Fri, 03/02/2023 18:34 (1 Year ago)
Idris Kallikrates




"Didn't think you'd actually... Say it..."

"....not gonna lie...thought it was obvious...heh.."

"T-To the dorms we go........?? I-I Guess....????"

"...y-yep-" He stammered.

Crap, I've made things awkward.

"I-I-... Whatever the hell Monokuma wants us to do, r-right.....????"

"H-hah. Y....yeah-"

Idris stared intensely at the ground, not daring to look up.

"G-goodnight. Sleep...well?" He didn't mean for it to sound like a question but oh well. Idris wasn't in the right state of mind anyways.

"...good luck with whatever m-monokuma has planned."

Don't die, please.

"....n-night."



saeko is already asleep

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Posted: Wed, 01/02/2023 20:40 (1 Year ago)
Idris Kallikrates




"...Idris you dumbass, I'm talking about you! Jesus christ are you really gonna make me point it out for you?! God, I-"

He froze.

A blush crept across his face. Thank god for the helmets.

"...w-....what-" He whispered.

Nah, impossible. She had to be joking, right?

"...me? Seriously?" Idris muttered.

Oh well, whatever, I guess... Ignore the crappy ass "confession" or whatever if you want, guess we got a murderer to find soon..."

Oh god.

She wasn't lying.

"wait."

"....wait- Mei-"

oh god. oh god. oh god.

"Screw the murders, they're not important."

He bit his lip nervously.

"...i also, y'know- um..."

He cleared his throat.

"like- i, um...was talking about you as well?

...i um,...i like you mei. "

"RED ALERT! TEENAGERS! EVERY ONE OF YOU LITTLE BRATS HAS TO GO TO YOUR ROOMS NOW! THIS CHAPTER IS TOO LONG ALREADY AND I WANT TO GET ONTO MURDER TIME! GET YOUR ASSES TO YOUR ROOMS! ISTG THIS IS NOT A JOKE POST, MONOKUMA IS ACTUALLY SCREAMING THIS INTO THE SPEAKERS! THANKS FOR YOUR CONSIDERATION, THERE WILL BE A CYLINDER CLEAN-UP IN THE MEANTIME."

Oh thank goodness.

"...um-"


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Posted: Wed, 01/02/2023 19:55 (1 Year ago)
Idris Kallikrates





"...Sorry."

"...Y'know, I should really find a way to stop myself from saying stupid s**t... Liiiiikkkeee... Right now. Right now would be a good time, y'think?"


"Nah, 's all right. Seriously, most things you say are funny as hell anyways."

"...So? Not gonna stop me? Hmmm..."

He grinned. "C'monnnn, gimme your worst, Mei."

So... Remember when I asked an, admittedly, dumb and random question a while back? You uh... Ran off after, so I don't... I don't really expect you to, but uh..."

He frowned. When did he run off?

" 'Have you... Ever liked anyone? Do you know what that feels like?' Yeah... That question..."

Oh crap. Yeah. That.

He shuddered.

Romance was an iffy subject for him, nothing good came out of it.

"Oh yeah. That question-" He pursed his lips.

"I... I've never... I've never exactly felt that, so... That's why I asked, if it wasn't... obvious. Heh... Bet it's not a surprise, isn't it? Not like I've had a heart to even try anyways..."

......oh.

He kinda felt that-

He thought-

....

It didn't matter.

"...mm."


"Um... I guess... What I just said... that would kinda be a lie...? I uh..."


"...what?"


So funny thing... I guess it's not entirely impossible for someone like little ol' me to have a heart?"

He glanced nervously at the ground.

"...yup. Y-yeah.."

"....it's a weird feeling, y'know? 'S like you feel like you've known that person your entire life, and that-" He suddenly cut off.

Damnit. I shouldn't have said anything.





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Posted: Wed, 01/02/2023 18:54 (1 Year ago)
so uh sometimes i write bad love songs/poems/flaming trash

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i've loved you since july
and sometimes i think about how
and it's been a year (or two)
i think about why we don't talk anymore (i wish we do)
our only communication is the thousand yard stare (do you even care?)
but i can't stay angry (are you mad at me?)
i can't huff and puff and glare (or sink into a state of despair)

sometimes i think you don't realise
sometimes i think you don't care
sometimes i just wanna go back to those thousand yard stares
and it's been year
it's almost the summer
we've not spoken in a month
oh well, what a bummer

you remind me of summer rains
and a starry night sky
how i'd love to watch the rain fall with you
but you always say goodbye

it's always some excuse
some lie
you're busy, you're gone
you're lucky i don't pry
but i'll sit here waiting
one day, one night

maybe next summer
maybe next july
maybe there'll be a cliche twist
maybe some romcom type bliss

and my heart aches but really
i think, i do truly
that cupid's arrow might've missed

and i regret that i-
i've waited a year or two
hanging along by the thought of you
i love you i do
oh screw it
can't you see
how my face lights up with glee
at the thought of you
but screw it

it's always some excuse
some lie
you're busy, you're gone
you're lucky i don't pry
but i'll sit here waiting
one day, one night

i wish i was sitting with you

sometimes i think you don't realise
sometimes i think you don't care
sometimes i just wanna go back to those thousand yard stares
and it's been year (actually two)
it's almost the summer
we've not spoken in a month
oh well, what a bummer

you remind me of summer rains
and a starry night sky
how i'd love to watch the rain fall with you
i love you i really
truly adore you

but of course
the cherub cupid, what a sh*tty aim, right?
i should've known
you don't love me!
i've wasted my time
it's funny, you know
how i dote on you so much
oh who am i to judge

you're perfect, eyes gleaming
what a wonderful feeling
i wish you were mine
this was all a waste of time

but maybe

maybe next summer
maybe next july
maybe there'll be a cliche twist
maybe some romcom type bliss

just maybe

just maybe.


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Posted: Wed, 01/02/2023 18:24 (1 Year ago)
Idris Kallikrates




"You damn right you should be sorry! That's my job, not yours, you got that? I'm the one supposed to be doing that crap, not you. Geez... Way to make me all bored and miserable, huh... Taking all my fun away from me..."

He grinned a little.

"I do apologise."

idk what the hell to post daiko do your thing and make stuff up pleasepleaseplease





saeko pov to be edddddiitttetetetd in


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Posted: Tue, 31/01/2023 21:32 (1 Year ago)
idris kallikrates

tongues of venom and hands of fire


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[blood and water-grandson [song]]
My name is Idris Kallikrates. I am 17, and the only witness of what really happened at the Katsumi housefire.

What was really just an 'accident' was a deliberate arson attack with intent to kill.

These are not baseless claims, I have living, breathing proof. The two accomplices, Saeko Katsumi and Mariángel Kallikrates.


He repeated these sentences over and over to himself, memorising them for the important day tomorrow. The press were going to interview him, and he could finally speak the truth.

He'd be free.

Fortunately, his mother had no idea. If she did....well he doubt he'd be standing in his bedroom right now. More like laying in a ditch somewhere, tied in a sack. His mother was lovely like that.

My name is Idris Kallikrates. I am 17, and the only witness of what-

knock. knock. knock.

Three knocks. That was all it took to make his blood run ice cold.

knock. knock. knock.

Quicker, angrier. He'd better open the door.

"Τι είναι, μάνα-"

"Greek with your father niño. You know the rules.





moths and butterflies


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nothing to see here go away



memento mori



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death is funny

panic room - au/ra



lavender skies and black earth


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You leapt from crumbling bridges
Watching cityscapes turn to dust
Filming helicopters crashing
In the ocean from way above


apocalypse--cigarettes after sex [music]


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Posted: Tue, 31/01/2023 20:15 (1 Year ago)
Idris Kallikrates


The door suddenly chimed, and a gaunt and grim-looking finger shuffled in. Messy black hair obscured eyes which were full of anger.

Drat, I hope it'd be semi-empty.

Idris groaned, and shuffled to the counter.

"Le Menthol, please." He said in an almost-whisper, and slid the money quickly. He kept his gaze down, as to not attract any attention.




ꎇꍏꍟ꒒ꍏꈤ ꀸꍏ'꒒ꌩꈤꈤ


The door swung open.

An angry looking elf marched in, purple and green hair swinging behind her.

She was muttering something about 'damn cats' and 'deja vu'.

"The weather is terrible-" She muttered to herself. "Just what I needed. First the damn cat wrecks the pottery and now this blasted weather. Eh, at least it's not Asteriinyx's weather."




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Posted: Mon, 30/01/2023 22:39 (1 Year ago)
Idris Kallikrates




....

......

...........

"...there was so much blood..."

"...i don't know how-....why-"


He stopped himself.

"I'm fine. Let's go." He sighed angrily.

He daren't look Mei in the eyes.

way to mess everything up, idris, you idiot

"...we gotta plot monokuma's murder, remember?" He tried to joke, but failed.

His hands still shook despite how hard he tried to stop.

"....can we not talk about this? Can we ignore this?" He whispered.

like i tried to ignore his body?

"I-"

He groaned, and shook his head.

"I've screwed everything up, I'm so sorry."


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Posted: Mon, 30/01/2023 22:13 (1 Year ago)
1x Girafarig slot, please!

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Posted: Mon, 30/01/2023 21:41 (1 Year ago)
Idris Kallikrates



"Yup, sounds fan-TASTIC... Already have a few ideas up my sleeve..."

Idris grinned. "Sounds interesting."

He opened his mouth to speak but he couldn't.

His eyes opened wide and his throat felt dry.

...no...nono....this isn't mean to happen. not here. only at night. damn it, this only happens at nighttime-


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Now Playing; Antonio Vivaldi - Winter (Full) - The Four Seasons


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ᴠᴏʟᴜᴍᴇ : ▮▮▮▮▮▮▯▯▯






it was so cold. maybe the windows were open, it was a winter afternoon, after all. it wasn't snowing, it never snowed in h̸̻̐ĕ̸͙͝ļ̵̈l̵̮͚͊̐. he watched as the sparrows perched on the window sill, and admired the different shades of brown, and how incredibly small they were.

he was kneeling in the kitchen, the black and white tiles stained red.

red, why red

reo was had probably spilled some paint, she was finishing a painting earlier this afternoon, right? yeah, that's what happened.

where was reo, anyways?

he called for her and there was no response, strange. maybe she was out with her friends

but all her stuff was at the dining table

his hands shifted over the axe he was holding

when did he get an axe?

fingers gripped the handle, and traced the metal blade idly.

it was red.

strange....maybe she spilt it onto it?

the only reasonable explanation, right?

right?

there was so much blood

sparrows are interesting birds, idris thought. they're very sociable, unlike him

there's blood all over my hands

a sparrow's brain usually accounts for about 4.3% of the body weight of the bird

there's so much blood

....where had the sparrows gone?

wake up idris, there are no sparrows

they must've flown away, flown away, away, away

look next to you

there was red on his face

funny, how did that get there?

reo's paint got everywhere

now where was reo?

gone

...

where did the axe come from?

he didn't remember holding an axe

look behind you

....

where did the axe come from?

he didn't remember holding an axe

look next to you

where did the axe come from?

he didn't remember holding an axe

where did the axe come from?

he didn't remember

he didn't remember

he didn't

next to you

he screamed

it was awful

they were just lying there

eyes open, wide and bright, with an amused expression on their face

it was just awful

they were just lying there

eyes open, wide and bright with blood running down their lips

it was just awful

he screamed and screamed and screamed

where did he get the axe from?

he didn't remember where-

where did the axe come from?

he didn't remember-

salty tears mixed with blood

the body was pale and stone cold

he stood up

clutching the axe

where did the axe come from?

he didn't remember-


it was so beautiful

it was horrible

he tried to ignore it

the body was stone cold

it was horrible

where did he get the axe from?

beautiful

boy standing over dead body

axe in hand

he stared deep into those dead eyes

dead eyes of his father







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Posted: Mon, 30/01/2023 18:51 (1 Year ago)
Idris Kallikrates




"Ahhhh, that makes sense. The most incestuous seducer child. Well, sadly for you, he's your brother, so no touchy."

Idris scowled at Monokuma.

"Let's go, Mei. We can plot Monokuma's brutal and bloody murder on the way. Sound fun?"

He flipped off Monokuma and walked off. "Coming, Mei?"

A small smile played on his lips.

Life was worth living, and maybe it had a meaning for once, even if it would be for a short time.






Saeko Katsumi.


"SETSUNAAA! I FOUUNDDD YOUUUU~" Saeko shrieked. "ALL WORK AND NO PLAY MAKES SAEKO A DULL GAL, SO C'MON LET'S GO EXPLORE OR SOMETHING!"

Saeko naruto-ran towards them.

"C'MON, WHAT ARE YA WAITING FOR? YOU SCARED? OoOOoOH WHAT'S SCARING YOU JUNEBUG?" Saeko turned around quickly. "GHOST, ZOMBIE, MONOKUMA?"

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Posted: Mon, 30/01/2023 18:03 (1 Year ago)
Idris Kallikrates




"...Sorry, Idris..."

"...I know you hate this but..."

"...Can you do it for me? Please?"

"...I care about you too, y'know..."


...I care about you too, y'know...

He couldn't speak.

It was as if a million butterflies had been released in his stomach and were now salsa-dancing.

He never though that someone would even....care about him.

And he wasn't trying to be 'edgy' or 'emo' by thinking that, he genuinely though that no one cared.

No one ever cared.

Did his parents ever tell him that?

Did they ever mean it?

...I care about you too, y'know...

"....I-.....i-" Maybe the butterflies had moved their dancing session to his throat because he couldn't get any words out.

Stupid butterflies.

He always hated them.

Reo used to love them.

Butterflies....Reo....he'd never see them again, if he died here.

...I care about you too, y'know...

"....thank you." He whispered.

It felt like a hug would be the most appropriate gesture of thanks but....

He couldn't.


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Posted: Mon, 30/01/2023 17:21 (1 Year ago)
Idris Kallikrates




"...Come on, let's... Let's go."

....

He really regretted everything he just said. Oh why couldn't he have stuck to his 'emo' behaviour and become an outcast from everybody? It would've made everything a hell of a lot easier.

He clasped his helmet angrily. He could take it off, if he wanted.

Who would stop him?

This was all going wrong.

He squeezed his eyes shut and the only thing he could see was the cold dead body of his-





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Posted: Mon, 30/01/2023 15:59 (1 Year ago)
Idris Kallikrates

"I'll... I'll leave, if that makes it any better..."

"No- wait, please-" He mumbled.

"I'm the reason for this bulls**t, anyways. Always have been, always will be."

"Mei-" His voice faltered. "...you're not."

He wished he could say more but he couldn't, he wouldn't let himself.

He bit his tongue to keep all the things he wanted to say from coming out.

They wouldn't help, just make things worse.

Yet-

No.

"Who knows, maybe you'll find a body with my name on it, now wouldn't that be fun."

His eyes widened a little.

"...I don't want another person dead. Please, Mei-" Idris sighed. "....just, be careful. I don't think....I don't want-"

"..."

"....it won't be fun. Not in a million years. I've seen a few dead bodies in my lifetime, Mei. And I'm not sayin' that to try and sound 'edgy', but I mean it. I-"

He sighed angrily.

He couldn't.

Anything he said...she'd think that he was weak. Pathetic.

"...i care 'bout you, i don't want to find you dead."



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Posted: Mon, 30/01/2023 15:24 (1 Year ago)
Username: alexiis

Name: Idris Kallikrates [He/Him, They/Them]
Age: 18
Appearance: Idris has quite pale skin, small, porcelain features and pale lips. Messy, black hair dangles in front of his almost-black eyes. A small black tattoo in the shape of a teardrop is visible under his right eyelid. Idris has several golden piercings in his right ear. He often wears baggy hoodies in all shades of grey and black (rarely sporting brightly-coloured clothes), with a black turtleneck underneath, ripped jeans and checked trainers. Idris wears small silver rings on his fingers, with several precious stones embedded inside them.

Race/Species: Human

Personality: Idris is a calm and collected individual, with a sharp tongue and a lot of wit. He's quick to anger at the slightest thing. He hates socialising and prefers to become a simple hermit and hide in a dark corner when needed. Idris dislikes physical contact. He's harsh and rude to everyone he meets, worrying that they'd see him as weak and pathetic if he's nice to them. Idris has severe anxiety issues and prefers to distance himself from everyone.

Occupation: Digital Artist

Likes:

Art | Music | being emo | Languages | Horror

Dislikes:

Crowds | Lengthy conversations | Physical Contact | Romantic Movies/Novels

Relationships: he's not the friendliest person, okay-

Backstory: tba

Favorite Drink: Le Menthol
Palpad?: sureee

Other: He's friendlier once you get to know him <3| heteromantic/asexual






Username: alexiis

Name: Faelan Da'lynn [She/Her It/Its They/Them]

Age: 21
Appearance:

Faelan has small features and purple eyes. Purple mushrooms are dotted in her hair, and ivy is twisted amongst her braids. She has a small purple marking under each eye. Two buns are on each side of her head, and the rest of her forest green and aquamarine-coloured hair falls behind her shoulders. She often wears a fur coat and blue tunic, with a small green scarf over her shoulder.

Race/Species: Elf

Personality: ISTJ-T

Faelan is a moody and complicated elf. She's quite stubborn, and refuses to do anything social, Faelan can be loud and rude with strangers, causing her to become insufferable, but with friends she's still loud, but a more tame person, quite funny and bright. She trusts no one but her cat, called 'Déjà vu'. Faelan dislikes people at first glance and will not give second chances. Forgiveness isn't a word in her dictionary.

Occupation: Ex-Bounty Hunter, now an aspiring writer.

Likes

Secretly has a fondness for romance novels | Her cat | Archery | Typewriters]

Dislikes

Anyone who dislikes her cat | Missing shots in archery | Mundane and boring tasks | Repetition | Repetition | Repe- I think you get the joke by now.

Relationships: none for now

Backstory: tba

Favorite Drink: Bitter Heart

Palpad?: yaas

Other: Demiromantic Bisexual




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Posted: Sun, 29/01/2023 21:56 (1 Year ago)
Idris Kallikrates




"...There's no reason for you to be, Idris. At least I'm not actively trying to bleed to death."

At least I'm not actively trying to bleed to death.

He looked down.

Idris clenched his teeth and his fists.

He looked up, and his eyes were full of anger.

Mei couldn't see it, thanks to his mop-hair, but it was there.

"...Sorry, I shouldn'tve... I shouldn't have said anything..."

He sighed, and his anger vanished almost immediately. Funny thing, that. She could make him angry so easily, yet she could take it away so quickly.

"....it's fine." He lied.

"Y'know what? Yeah, let's just... Let's just look, I guess."

"Mm. Let's."


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Posted: Sun, 29/01/2023 20:32 (1 Year ago)
Idris Kallikrates




Idris bit his lip nervously.

".....I'll tell you. Soon. One day." He whispered.

"I'm not worried about getting out of here right now, got that? I'm more worried about you."

Now he felt guilty.

"....I'm worried about you too." He admitted.

"Weak. Pathetic. Weak." The voices grew louder and louder, hissing and spitting.

"...Yeah, sure... Bodies, or whatever..."

"Oh, yeah."

Hopefully there was one lying around to distract him from his feelings.

"Shall we look?"





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Posted: Sun, 29/01/2023 11:29 (1 Year ago)
Idris Kallikrates




"Hey... Are... Are you alright?"

Are you alright?

Are you alright?

...Are you alright?

"I just really, really-" He glanced up at her, but that just made things worse. "....it's not important."

He scowled. "We should focus on getting the hell out of here rather than focusing on my stupid feelings. They don't matter and-"

Never will.

He sighed.

"C'mon, M-Mei, maybe there's a body around."

He internally cursed himself. Stupid, stuttery, idiot.


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Posted: Sat, 28/01/2023 23:54 (1 Year ago)
Idris Kallikrates



"What's goin' on here?"

He looked up. "...Nothing-"

"Darcy just ditched me, and I have nooooo idea why..."

Yeah, I wonder why.


"You two gettin' along?"

"Mm? Yeah. Sawyer....Sawyer....has been pleasant company." He whispered.

He was fidgeting with his fingers.

Was he nervous?


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