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Posted: Wed, 01/01/2025 02:31 (1 Day ago)

Title: January 2025 posts

1/Jan/2025 - 2:28am (10:28am)

Well would you look at that… a new year already. So much i’ve wanted to say last year and yet those words were all locked away in my mind. I guess i’ll just forget about those and yap out this year’s thoughts for now.

I’m not looking forward to going back to school, but i guess it’s for the best. education and grades and degrees and all that :(

And… i forgot what else i wanted to say. guess i’ll edit this later when it comes back to me 💀

1/Jan/2025 - 7:46am(3:46pm)

If i were to describe my 2024 experience, i’d say it was one of the best and worst years of my life. But there are also some words that i could describe my 2024.

People

I have taken so many people in real life for granted, and yet i only realise it now. Whether or not we had proper conversations, i would probably remember at least one thing about each and everyone of them. Maybe it’s their name, their voice, or their face? Or maybe it’s their interests or talents.

there are also my friends, if any, who supported me all the way. Sure, there were arguments sometimes but we got along great. I wish i could’ve spent more time with them, because i’d probably see them much less in this new year. new year, new class, and new classmates, but… new friends? i don’t think so. it took me nearly 3 months to just get to know one classmate in my first year in my current school. It’s gonna be even harder now that everyone is somewhat mature and i don’t wish to go through the awkwardness and anxiety of introducing myself to my classmates. i’d rather let them come to me on their own, if they’d even bother.

and my relatives… i can’t call them my family. i feel like i don’t deserve to have a family. again, taking my parents for granted, to me they are like strangers just taking care of me, i can’t talk to them about my troubles and stuff. i never understood the meaning of mother/father, and i don’t think i’ll ever fully know. and i feel sorry for them. they don’t deserve a daughter like myself.

and also people i meet on games or the internet. sometimes they make me feel better, sometimes they teach something i never knew, and…


you know what, i think that’s all i’ll write for now. i can’t bear to bring back any bad memories that contributed to the worst moments of my 2024.





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Posted: Wed, 25/12/2024 12:30 (8 Days ago)

Title: (Open Present)

)I had a lot of fun doing all the activities! my favourite ones were probably the ones that i got to draw pokemon XD
As for some ideas of activities next year, i was thinking maybe the first day could be some icebreakers, like telling each other what’s your favourite thing to do in pokeheroes, or favourite activity to do during holiday seasons, stuff like that~ ^_^

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Posted: Tue, 24/12/2024 09:59 (9 Days ago)
was pretty busy today, so this drawing’s kinda rushed
sock thing

and christmas list, the one on the left
list

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Posted: Mon, 23/12/2024 03:20 (10 Days ago)
1. The boy in the striped pajamas

2. The polar express

3. Klaus

Since i just watched the first one this morning i’ll give a review on it for fun lol

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It doesn’t seem like a christmas movie at first (and i’m not sure if it is, i just remember my social studies teacher telling us that it was a christmas movie) but it’s a good movie anyway. It’s a fictional story set during ww2. The main character, a german boy called Bruno, befriends a jewish boy called samuel, except he didn’t know that Samuel was a prisoner in a concentration camp. I’m not gonna spoil much for ya but for me it was a really sad movie to watch. Ir’s more for mature audiences so i recommend you to watch it if you 13 or older.


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Posted: Sun, 22/12/2024 23:14 (10 Days ago)
i did try using peanut butter and crackers to make a “house” but failed miserably (it looked more like a cube than a house) so i ate the crackers and then realised i forgot to take a picture, i just figured i’d draw a house instead lol

here it is

it was pretty rushed (i drew this in my room earlier at 5am in the morning with the lights off) so sorry if the colour or proportions look a little off 🫠


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Posted: Sun, 22/12/2024 05:51 (11 Days ago)
sending~

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Posted: Sun, 22/12/2024 05:17 (11 Days ago)
sending~

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Posted: Sun, 22/12/2024 00:12 (11 Days ago)
quick question do i need an oven for baking gingerbread cookies? because i dont have one our old one broke earlier this year and we haven’t got enough money to get a new one

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Posted: Sat, 21/12/2024 02:21 (12 Days ago)
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Posted: Sat, 21/12/2024 02:11 (12 Days ago)
sending :D

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Posted: Sat, 21/12/2024 02:10 (12 Days ago)
finally this took way too long TwT

either i have a skill issue or mobile isn’t the best to play this game

altered settings:
changed apples to peanuts
changed speed to slow
changed the background to dark mode
changed the snake colour for fun


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Posted: Sat, 21/12/2024 00:15 (12 Days ago)
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Posted: Fri, 20/12/2024 15:34 (12 Days ago)
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Posted: Fri, 20/12/2024 03:57 (13 Days ago)
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Posted: Fri, 20/12/2024 02:59 (13 Days ago)
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Posted: Fri, 20/12/2024 02:47 (13 Days ago)
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Posted: Fri, 20/12/2024 01:31 (13 Days ago)
1. Deck the halls
2. Jingle bells
3. Away in a manger
4. Last christmas
5. All i want for christmas is you



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Posted: Thu, 19/12/2024 13:52 (14 Days ago)
here’s my lists!

btw, pls don’t pay much attention to number 4 for the irl category. it’s something personal, but also something i’ve been trying to achieve for the past few years. thank you ;-;

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Posted: Thu, 19/12/2024 12:23 (14 Days ago)
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Posted: Thu, 19/12/2024 10:40 (14 Days ago)
30!

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