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Lei's Leitmotif

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Posted: Mon, 23/05/2016 07:07 (2 Years ago)

intro & about me



Definition of Leitmotif
1 : an associated melodic phrase or figure that accompanies the reappearance of an idea, person, or situation especially in a Wagnerian music drama
2 : a dominant recurring theme

this diary is a sad, confusing mess and I'm not sure why it turned out that way.
If you read it you might find out things about me/my past self you might not like.
I have a hard time reading through it myself, as it fills me with regret and bitterness.
Learning from your past mistakes is a good thing though. In the end we all look back at ourselves and wonder why we didn't act differently.


14/7/18 [wip]

[general/extended about me]
-weird sociology/philosophy student
-I'm kept alive by tea, energy drinks, processed foods and anime girls
-I'm not very interesting, this diary is proof
-socializing takes effort and I suck at it. Sometimes I just want to be alone
-my jokes are off-key and stale
-mark holcomb is my idol and I love him
-I like spouting song lyrics and overanalyzing music
-the music I listen to is depressing 9/10 so I sometimes switch to mainstream for a few days
-I like lots of games, most of them are more fantasy oriented though (pokemon, tes, tloz, earthbound, mischief makers, ...)
-current musical obsessions are breaking benjamin, kanye west and periphery. Also the usum ost

[pokemon/pokeheroes stuff]
-fav mons: crobat, gardevoir, buzzwole, feraligatr, gliscor, dusknoir,
-trying to catch up with the games, alola is a lot of fun
-guzma is bae
-nuzlockes are fun, even when they cause actual physical pain
-I just want to have a good time on ph and get all shinies I like
-I love the ranklist and want to rule it one day
-plushies are more important to me than they should be
-arseny was a mistake
-I'm slowly running out of goals
-my favourite event mon is sir haxelot
-my pokesona son is lei






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Posted: Mon, 23/05/2016 07:18 (2 Years ago)

goals





(ofs) girlsxbattle diamond hoard (10k for prayer tree)

(1,100/10,000)

raise chosen ones to level 1000
nero | juliette | isadore | hannibal | olaf | teran | marigold | lady arachne | galahad | adamska | visario | vasya | esmé | meimi


event megas



reach trainer level 100



40 egg storages

32/40

shiny meloetta

(50k festival points)

eggdex
tentacool (retro) ???
stantler (retro)
all oricorios

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Posted: Mon, 23/05/2016 07:51 (2 Years ago)

about me brain dump



Also

I can't think about a good "About me"
I wanted to create some pressable buttons but I cant think about a design

Buttons:
Hunting Sheet || This neat-o thread (titled "Goals" or sth similar) || The Pokesona thread since there's credit everywhere || aaand I can't think of anything else


Stuff that's add-able too but Idk where exactly, more likely the custom widget thingy
Plushie collection count || Interaction theme || "IMA BUY DOS GEMZ NAO" -thing (better then a feed I figured) || A gif (there'll be one) || [sweats nervously] I had more ideas before writing them down
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Posted: Mon, 23/05/2016 08:09 (2 Years ago)

coding sandbox



[h][color=#463065]x[/color][/h]



Leicester.exe has stopped working

Windows is checking for a solution to the problem...




[right][img][/img][/right]
[center][color=][/center]
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&#x2661[url=http://pokeheroes.com/userprofile.php?name=Luces][img]http://orig10.deviantart.net/2cf9/f/2017/133/a/9/700_by_c_5aw-db91ykk.png[/img][/url]&#x2661


[img]https://pldh.net/media/pokemon/gen3/rusa/169.png[/img] [img]https://pldh.net/media/pokemon/gen3/rusa_shiny/169.png[/img][right][b]Type(s):[/b] [img]http://staticpokeheroes.com/img/type_icons/poison.gif[/img] [img]http://staticpokeheroes.com/img/type_icons/flying.gif[/img]
[b]Species:[/b] Bat
[b]Egggroup:[/b] Flying
[b]EHP:[/b] 4,080
[b]EXP. to Level 100:[/b] 1,000,000
[b]Sitewide frequency:[/b] 118 / 3,434[/right]


[center][i]The transformation of its legs into wings made it better at flying, but more clumsy at walking.[/i][/center]

[left][img]https://orig00.deviantart.net/9aee/f/2017/292/4/5/p1_by_c_5aw-dbr1wrj.gif[/img][/left][right][img]https://orig00.deviantart.net/244b/f/2017/292/0/b/p2_by_c_5aw-dbr1wrt.gif[/img][/right]






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Posted: Sun, 29/05/2016 07:27 (2 Years ago)

plushie hoard coding



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Posted: Tue, 07/06/2016 11:07 (2 Years ago)

somewhere in time



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Posted: Thu, 30/06/2016 13:15 (2 Years ago)

empty space






[...]

You can't just leave I've given everything
I can't believe your taking everything,
your taking everything, ohh...
Its not who you were, its who you are
and we've come this far lover, no?
I won't rest until the world knows the name Isadore

[...]

Then with eyes wide, a splintered sight
there's just one parachute
goodbye Erica now I see
that my worst fears were in tune

Its not who you were, its who you are
and we've come this far lover, no?
I won't rest until the world knows the name Isadore
knows the name Isadore

Won't rest until the world knows the name Isadore
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Posted: Fri, 08/07/2016 14:51 (2 Years ago)

vip links



herochat history

SCP,,
hunts

28 oct


Lucy,,
hunts

lamp shop

24 jun


Arseny,,

31 jan



weapons of mass destruction

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Posted: Sat, 13/08/2016 07:14 (2 Years ago)

legend/event hunts



Legends I'd hunt
dun|||


Events I'd hunt

| dun| dun| | dun|||| |
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Posted: Tue, 06/09/2016 18:09 (1 Year ago)

some broken thing






nah not doing this

I have mixed feelings about friend listing in diaries/about me's;
on the one hand it's really flattering to be mentioned in one of those and it strengthens the friendship in some way. It also signalizes others that there's a bond and you may become friends with your pal's pals.
PH as a social platform rewards friends and social bonding.

On the other hand it's often really hard to tell if s.o considers you as a friend. There are a lot of user here I wouldn't have any doubt that they're my friendos but in other cases others might feel uncomfortable if you list them as friends but they picture as an acquaintance only (and might feel obligated/forced to add you too).

since the "bad" things outweigh the good things I'll refrain from naming specific peeps, but I have found a handful of interesting, resourceful, kind and entertaining friends that accompany me on the journey here.

thank you, internet
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Posted: Wed, 21/09/2016 14:54 (1 Year ago)

adoptable shop


---

banner thing (cave)
rules
explain stuff (credit,

deadline

1)adopt
highest bider

2)adopt
highest bider

paying things PD, Nuggets, summon items)

Le code
Show hidden content

[center][color=#7B4A9C]l[img]http://orig01.deviantart.net/0e1b/f/2016/265/d/6/banner_by_c_5aw-daii1ll.png[/img]

[size=12]Hello and welcome!
This is my adoptable shop and the cuties here are looking for new homes![/size]
[hr]

[pkmn]169[/pkmn]
[h][RULES][/h]

All Pokeheroes rules apply!
Adopts belong to me until purchased; use only by the owner [size=6]of course[/size]!
No theft!
When you win an aution you'll get the full image per PM.

[hr]

[pkmn]169[/pkmn]
[h][ADOPTS][/h]

[b]ENDS ON THE .....[/b]

#1 pilot Goomy
[spoiler][img]http://orig02.deviantart.net/2ff9/f/2016/265/f/4/plane_goomy_smol_by_c_5aw-daiic9p.png[/img][/spoiler]

~highest bidder:
----------------------------

#2 valkyrie Gardevoir
[spoiler][img]http://orig00.deviantart.net/2637/f/2016/265/f/3/garde_smol_by_c_5aw-daiihx1.png[/img][/spoiler]

~highest bidder:
[hr]

[pkmn]169[/pkmn]
[h][OFFERS][/h]

In this cave you may pay with [img]//staticpokeheroes.com/img/items/pokedollar.png[/img] PD, [img]//staticpokeheroes.com/img/items/nugget.png[/img] Nuggets and
[img]//staticpokeheroes.com/img/items/mystery-box-(dark-blue).png[/img][img]//staticpokeheroes.com/img/items/mystery-key-(dark-blue).png[/img] Mystery Items

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Posted: Fri, 25/11/2016 10:35 (1 Year ago)

plans



-get all megas (hunt in dex # order)
-collect gems for kalos legends (esp. dragon gems)
-terra maps

considered done ; terra maps are a wip and the event megas will be attacked as soon as I finished my hunting sheet
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Posted: Sun, 04/12/2016 06:05 (1 Year ago)

advent calendar 2016



to keep track on the contents of this years advent calendar
maybe my 2017 me will thank me for it

Show hidden content

took Kels design

1. Sandygast
2. 20 DP
3. 10 Poison Gems
4. Red Mystery Box
5. 3x Great Ball
6. Yuungos
7. 20x Rawst Berries
8. Water Stone
9. Santa Bird Plush
10. 200x Game Chips
11. Pikipek
12. Christmas Gift
13. 15x Leppa Berries
14. Event Pass (Uncommon)
15. Red Mystery Box
16. 5x Great Ball
17. Skugar Plush
18. Leaf Stone
19. Pink Mystery Box
20. Santa Bird
21. DNA Splicer (white)
22. Polestar Plush
23. 10x Bug Gem
24. 1 week premium
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Posted: Mon, 05/12/2016 10:32 (1 Year ago)

stamp collection



these images are gone since I didn't host them myself. Let this be a warning for future generations.

But I had stamps I swear :'3
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Posted: Thu, 08/12/2016 17:13 (1 Year ago)

it's completly useless now





Quote from old manHeeeeeeeeeeeee


Easy: 10
Medium: 20
Hard: 40
Rare: 60
Starter: 100

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Posted: Wed, 04/01/2017 10:13 (1 Year ago)

art plans



-check all oc's and add info if not enough provided
-name and info for those who have none yet
-put all of them in toyhouse aaaaaaaaaaaaaa
-flufferbun specie design pls (no fetish link yet)
-own art for newer oc's
-claim a dftuay maybe
-re-open shop? where's a willy there's a way

OH MY I REALLY DID FINISH THAT TO DO LIST
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Posted: Sat, 07/01/2017 14:41 (1 Year ago)

rick my spirit animal



this show just gets me everytiem

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Posted: Mon, 09/01/2017 13:17 (1 Year ago)

state of mind







I think that having a bad conscience is one of the worst feelings one could have - especially of you're confronted with the issue that caused it on a daily basis.
You're torn between just burying it in the past and confronting the person it concernded;
both causes mental distress and pressure and may end a friendship (if not more).
There's only one right solution and honesty is such an important virtue.
The guilt is just overwhelming and I hope I find the strenght to tell that certain person how I feel soon.
I hate it that everything escalated the way it did and I feel their pain in retroperspective, but they handled that problem with a lot of patience and courage.

I regret the things that I have done and I hope they recover.
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Posted: Tue, 10/01/2017 19:51 (1 Year ago)

instant crush



It didn't matter what they wanted to see
He thought he saw someone that looked just like me
The summer memory that just never dies
We worked too long and hard to give it no time
He sees right through me, it's so easy with lies
Cracks in the road that I would try and disguise
He runs his scissor at the seam in the wall
He cannot break it down or else he would fall

1,000 lonely stars
Hiding in the cold
Take it, oh I don't wanna sing anymore



hotdamn I'm- sad.
Doing nothing at all doesn't really help but I'm too down to get my butt up.
I can't even cheer myself up with music because every song reminds me of you;
whenever I try to watch something funny to feel better I hear your contagious laugh in my head.
You're in the back of my mind and I miss you-
I hope I can look at this post again when you're back and think about how lost I feel when you're gone.
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Posted: Thu, 12/01/2017 09:29 (1 Year ago)

no venting k





everytime I'm bored on here I check out the suggestions-thread here
I think there are 3 types of suggestions:

-hey, that's pretty good
-k fam
-wot

can't wait for the new updates o3o