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Lei's Leitmotif

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Posted: Mon, 23/05/2016 07:07 (1 Year ago)
Definition of Leitmotif
1 : an associated melodic phrase or figure that accompanies the reappearance of an idea, person, or situation especially in a Wagnerian music drama
2 : a dominant recurring theme


about me & intro



finally found the courage to make this hehe



[general]

I go by Leicester, (phonetically correct) Lester, Lei, Bara or Cas

female | took my A Level some time ago, thinking about further studying still (got into the university I liked; sociology/philosophy combo)| my favourite subjects were R.E., biology, english, ancient greek and psychology |
kinda shy and awkward at times | certainly not up do date with popculture | kind of a loner at times |
amuzd by ppl writin liek zis ironkly (more than I should be probably ahah) | I like drawing (I'm mediocre I'd say) | I adore d20 dice games (dm/player) |
I like poems, my favourite artist/poet by far is William Blake | really enjoy mythology and philosophy from all around the world | I can't keep up with shows/movies that have strong continuity because I get quickly attached to plot and character |
with that said, I quickly crush on characters help me | I sometimes use kaomoji quite unironically and freely (ノ^∇^) and later cringe at myself | I'm guilty of liking cringe compilations, ytp and memes |

Quote"I like you Cas and all but you're making it really hard for me to show you that."

I got far too attached to PokéHeroes but I keep reminding myself that the site is build like a social medium, too | love the concept of sonas/charas (even though I don't use them for rps, just to exchange arts and designs with others) | I'd love to post more feed but I never know what to share with others

animals : cats, bats, spiders, dragons

colours : all shades of green, purple, black

music : really important to me. I like all kinds of alternative rock, punk and metal. Notable mentions include Periphery, Billy Talent, Incubus, Gorillaz, Rammstein, Korn, The Used, Alter Bridge and a lot of others. I also like several OSTs

shows/movies : many yt-shows, mostly review-channels like Phelan Porteous or I hate Everything. Cartoons > Animes. Japanese Horror and Comedies are my favourite movie-genres

games : Silent Hill, EarthBound, The Elder Scrolls, The Legend of Zelda, Pokémon (pref. hacked roms), ...



[pokémon-related]

Pokémon:

types:

regions: Hoenn

games: played all up to Diamond/Pearl/Platinum only; Ruby's my favourite
rom hacks are great, too








Sometimes
If you feel like it's hard to focus on the really important things in life

you make a thread on a pokemon adoptable site to sort things out


This thread centers on stuff I need to do here but tend to forget
also it tells people about the stuff I collect, a nice side effect



wITHOUT further ado, let's list some goals


phelous memes ahead
Posted: Mon, 23/05/2016 07:18 (1 Year ago)

goals



Some of the things I collect right now are

mystery key matches
-


-/50



all the Lugia Egg Vouchers




get this chu bab
Posted: Mon, 23/05/2016 07:51 (1 Year ago)

about me brain dump



Also

I can't think about a good "About me"
I wanted to create some pressable buttons but I cant think about a design

Buttons:
Hunting Sheet || This neat-o thread (titled "Goals" or sth similar) || The Pokesona thread since there's credit everywhere || aaand I can't think of anything else


Design Ideas are the following:



any picture really
Name and some info (jc this part though)

Then some small icons as buttons (Lei,

Shiny Zubat

and somthing goal-y)




OR

Name and info

below all the buttons I mentioned earlier


Not sure if to include the earlier friendlist (just really handy to access peeps, maybe think about an alternative?)

Stuff that's add-able too but Idk where exactly, more likely the custom widget thingy
Plushie collection count || Interaction theme || "IMA BUY DOS GEMZ NAO" -thing (better then a feed I figured) || A gif (there'll be one) || [sweats nervously] I had more ideas before writing them down
Posted: Mon, 23/05/2016 08:09 (1 Year ago)

coding sandbox



[left][h][color=#463065]x[/color][/h][/left]



Leicester.exe has stopped working

Windows is checking for a solution to the problem...




[right][img][/img][/right]
[center][color=][/center]
[hr][right][size=6][b][/b][/size][/color][/right]


♡[url=http://pokeheroes.com/userprofile.php?name=Luces][img]http://orig10.deviantart.net/2cf9/f/2017/133/a/9/700_by_c_5aw-db91ykk.png[/img][/url]♡


[img]https://pldh.net/media/pokemon/gen3/rusa/169.png[/img] [img]https://pldh.net/media/pokemon/gen3/rusa_shiny/169.png[/img][right][b]Type(s):[/b] [img]http://staticpokeheroes.com/img/type_icons/poison.gif[/img] [img]http://staticpokeheroes.com/img/type_icons/flying.gif[/img]
[b]Species:[/b] Bat
[b]Egggroup:[/b] Flying
[b]EHP:[/b] 4,080
[b]EXP. to Level 100:[/b] 1,000,000
[b]Sitewide frequency:[/b] 118 / 3,434[/right]


[center][i]The transformation of its legs into wings made it better at flying, but more clumsy at walking.[/i][/center]

[left][img]https://orig00.deviantart.net/9aee/f/2017/292/4/5/p1_by_c_5aw-dbr1wrj.gif[/img][/left][right][img]https://orig00.deviantart.net/244b/f/2017/292/0/b/p2_by_c_5aw-dbr1wrt.gif[/img][/right]









I'm just a random old creep on the internet

























newer ver.










hoi I'm Lei and I'm constantly crushing

procrastination is the bane of
my existence

constant improvement's the name of the game


avi by pasta

glass lei by Tanuki
Posted: Sun, 29/05/2016 07:27 (1 Year ago)

plushie hoard coding



Posted: Tue, 07/06/2016 11:07 (1 Year ago)

yet-to-be-pokesonas



I definetly need some more variety!~

I want a birdish one
(Tranquill?)

A canine/feline one artists here love those

An insect! I love those so why not?
(Joltik?)



Posted: Thu, 30/06/2016 13:15 (1 Year ago)

empty space






[...]

You can't just leave I've given everything
I can't believe your taking everything,
your taking everything, ohh...
Its not who you were, its who you are
and we've come this far lover, no?
I won't rest until the world knows the name Isadore

[...]

Then with eyes wide, a splintered sight
there's just one parachute
goodbye Erica now I see
that my worst fears were in tune

Its not who you were, its who you are
and we've come this far lover, no?
I won't rest until the world knows the name Isadore
knows the name Isadore

Won't rest until the world knows the name Isadore
Posted: Fri, 08/07/2016 14:51 (1 Year ago)

vip links



SCP,,
hunts

familiars

28 oct


Lucy,,
hunts

lamp shop

24 jun


Kalac,,

31 jan



weapons of mass destruction

Posted: Sat, 13/08/2016 07:14 (1 Year ago)

legend/event hunts



Legends I'd hunt
dun|||


Events I'd hunt

| dun| dun| | dun|||| |
Posted: Tue, 06/09/2016 18:09 (1 Year ago)

some broken thing






nah not doing this

I have mixed feelings about friend listing in diaries/about me's;
on the one hand it's really flattering to be mentioned in one of those and it strengthens the friendship in some way. It also signalizes others that there's a bond and you may become friends with your pal's pals.
PH as a social platform rewards friends and social bonding.

On the other hand it's often really hard to tell if s.o considers you as a friend. There are a lot of user here I wouldn't have any doubt that they're my friendos but in other cases others might feel uncomfortable if you list them as friends but they picture as an acquaintance only (and might feel obligated/forced to add you too).

since the "bad" things outweigh the good things I'll refrain from naming specific peeps, but I have found a handful of interesting, resourceful, kind and entertaining friends that accompany me on the journey here.

thank you, internet ;D
Posted: Wed, 21/09/2016 14:54 (1 Year ago)

adoptable shop

---

banner thing (cave)
rules
explain stuff (credit,

deadline

1)adopt
highest bider

2)adopt
highest bider

paying things PD, Nuggets, summon items)

Le code
Show hidden content

[center][color=#7B4A9C]l[img]http://orig01.deviantart.net/0e1b/f/2016/265/d/6/banner_by_c_5aw-daii1ll.png[/img]

[size=12]Hello and welcome!
This is my adoptable shop and the cuties here are looking for new homes![/size]
[hr]

[pkmn]169[/pkmn]
[h][RULES][/h]

All Pokeheroes rules apply!
Adopts belong to me until purchased; use only by the owner [size=6]of course[/size]!
No theft!
When you win an aution you'll get the full image per PM.

[hr]

[pkmn]169[/pkmn]
[h][ADOPTS][/h]

[b]ENDS ON THE .....[/b]

#1 pilot Goomy
[spoiler][img]http://orig02.deviantart.net/2ff9/f/2016/265/f/4/plane_goomy_smol_by_c_5aw-daiic9p.png[/img][/spoiler]

~highest bidder:
----------------------------

#2 valkyrie Gardevoir
[spoiler][img]http://orig00.deviantart.net/2637/f/2016/265/f/3/garde_smol_by_c_5aw-daiihx1.png[/img][/spoiler]

~highest bidder:
[hr]

[pkmn]169[/pkmn]
[h][OFFERS][/h]

In this cave you may pay with [img]//staticpokeheroes.com/img/items/pokedollar.png[/img] PD, [img]//staticpokeheroes.com/img/items/nugget.png[/img] Nuggets and
[img]//staticpokeheroes.com/img/items/mystery-box-(dark-blue).png[/img][img]//staticpokeheroes.com/img/items/mystery-key-(dark-blue).png[/img] Mystery Items

[/color][/center]





★☆★ this is open again!



Posted: Fri, 25/11/2016 10:35 (10 Months ago)

plans



-get all megas (hunt in dex # order)
-collect gems for kalos legends (esp. dragon gems)
-terra maps

considered done ; terra maps are a wip and the event megas will be attacked as soon as I finished my hunting sheet
Posted: Sun, 04/12/2016 06:05 (10 Months ago)

advent calendar 2016



to keep track on the contents of this years advent calendar
maybe my 2017 me will thank me for it

Show hidden content

took Kels design

1. Sandygast
2. 20 DP
3. 10 Poison Gems
4. Red Mystery Box
5. 3x Great Ball
6. Yuungos
7. 20x Rawst Berries
8. Water Stone
9. Santa Bird Plush
10. 200x Game Chips
11. Pikipek
12. Christmas Gift
13. 15x Leppa Berries
14. Event Pass (Uncommon)
15. Red Mystery Box
16. 5x Great Ball
17. Skugar Plush
18. Leaf Stone
19. Pink Mystery Box
20. Santa Bird
21. DNA Splicer (white)
22. Polestar Plush
23. 10x Bug Gem
24. 1 week premium
Posted: Mon, 05/12/2016 10:32 (10 Months ago)

stamp collection



these images are gone since I didn't host them myself. Let this be a warning for future generations.

But I had stamps I swear :'3
Posted: Thu, 08/12/2016 17:13 (10 Months ago)

it's completly useless now





Quote from old manHeeeeeeeeeeeee


Easy: 10
Medium: 20
Hard: 40
Rare: 60
Starter: 100

Posted: Wed, 04/01/2017 10:13 (9 Months ago)

art plans

yo

-check all oc's and add info if not enough provided
-name and info for those who have none yet
-put all of them in toyhouse aaaaaaaaaaaaaa
-flufferbun specie design pls (no fetish link yet)
-own art for newer oc's
-claim a dftuay maybe
-re-open shop? where's a willy there's a way

OH MY I REALLY DID FINISH THAT TO DO LIST
Posted: Sat, 07/01/2017 14:41 (9 Months ago)

rick my spirit animal



this show just gets me everytiem
















Posted: Mon, 09/01/2017 13:17 (9 Months ago)

state of mind







I think that having a bad conscience is one of the worst feelings one could have - especially of you're confronted with the issue that caused it on a daily basis.
You're torn between just burying it in the past and confronting the person it concernded;
both causes mental distress and pressure and may end a friendship (if not more).
There's only one right solution and honesty is such an important virtue.
The guilt is just overwhelming and I hope I find the strenght to tell that certain person how I feel soon.
I hate it that everything escalated the way it did and I feel their pain in retroperspective, but they handled that problem with a lot of patience and courage.

I regret the things that I have done and I hope they recover.
Posted: Tue, 10/01/2017 19:51 (9 Months ago)

instant crush



It didn't matter what they wanted to see
He thought he saw someone that looked just like me
The summer memory that just never dies
We worked too long and hard to give it no time
He sees right through me, it's so easy with lies
Cracks in the road that I would try and disguise
He runs his scissor at the seam in the wall
He cannot break it down or else he would fall

1,000 lonely stars
Hiding in the cold
Take it, oh I don't wanna sing anymore



hotdamn I'm- sad.
Doing nothing at all doesn't really help but I'm too down to get my butt up.
I can't even cheer myself up with music because every song reminds me of you;
whenever I try to watch something funny to feel better I hear your contagious laugh in my head.
You're in the back of my mind and I miss you-
I hope I can look at this post again when you're back and think about how lost I feel when you're gone.
Posted: Thu, 12/01/2017 09:29 (9 Months ago)

no venting k





everytime I'm bored on here I check out the suggestions-thread here
I think there are 3 types of suggestions:

-hey, that's pretty good
-k fam
-wot

can't wait for the new updates o3o