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tasha~
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Forum Posts: 44
Posted: Sat, 12/02/2022 12:59 (2 Years ago)
𝔡𝔦𝔞𝔯𝔶 [𝔫𝔬𝔲𝔫]
𝔡𝔦·​𝔞·​𝔯𝔶 | \ ˈ𝔡ī-(ə-)𝔯ē \
𝔭𝔩𝔲𝔯𝔞𝔩 𝔡𝔦𝔞𝔯𝔦𝔢𝔰
𝔇𝔢𝔣𝔦𝔫𝔦𝔱𝔦𝔬𝔫 𝔬𝔣 𝔡𝔦𝔞𝔯𝔶
1 : 𝔞 𝔯𝔢𝔠𝔬𝔯𝔡 𝔬𝔣 𝔢𝔳𝔢𝔫𝔱𝔰, 𝔱𝔯𝔞𝔫𝔰𝔞𝔠𝔱𝔦𝔬𝔫𝔰, 𝔬𝔯 𝔬𝔟𝔰𝔢𝔯𝔳𝔞𝔱𝔦𝔬𝔫𝔰 𝔨𝔢𝔭𝔱 𝔡𝔞𝔦𝔩𝔶 𝔬𝔯 𝔞𝔱 𝔣𝔯𝔢𝔮𝔲𝔢𝔫𝔱 𝔦𝔫𝔱𝔢𝔯𝔳𝔞𝔩𝔰 : 𝔍𝔒𝔘ℜ𝔑𝔄𝔏
𝔢𝔰𝔭𝔢𝔠𝔦𝔞𝔩𝔩𝔶 : 𝔞 𝔡𝔞𝔦𝔩𝔶 𝔯𝔢𝔠𝔬𝔯𝔡 𝔬𝔣 𝔭𝔢𝔯𝔰𝔬𝔫𝔞𝔩 𝔞𝔠𝔱𝔦𝔳𝔦𝔱𝔦𝔢𝔰, 𝔯𝔢𝔣𝔩𝔢𝔠𝔱𝔦𝔬𝔫𝔰, 𝔬𝔯 𝔣𝔢𝔢𝔩𝔦𝔫𝔤𝔰
2 : 𝔞 𝔟𝔬𝔬𝔨 𝔦𝔫𝔱𝔢𝔫𝔡𝔢𝔡 𝔬𝔯 𝔲𝔰𝔢𝔡 𝔣𝔬𝔯 𝔞 𝔡𝔦𝔞𝔯𝔶

ℌ𝔢𝔩𝔩𝔬, 𝔪𝔶 𝔫𝔞𝔪𝔢 𝔦𝔰 𝔄𝔫𝔡𝔯𝔢𝔞. 𝔚𝔢𝔩𝔠𝔬𝔪𝔢 𝔱𝔬 𝔪𝔶 𝔡𝔦𝔞𝔯𝔶. 𝔗𝔥𝔦𝔰 𝔦𝔰 𝔴𝔥𝔢𝔯𝔢 ℑ 𝔩𝔦𝔨𝔢 𝔱𝔬 𝔨𝔢𝔢𝔭 𝔱𝔯𝔞𝔠𝔨 𝔬𝔣 𝔱𝔥𝔦𝔫𝔤𝔰, 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔯𝔢𝔩𝔞𝔵. 𝔜𝔬𝔲 𝔠𝔞𝔫 𝔣𝔦𝔫𝔡 𝔪𝔢 𝔥𝔢𝔯𝔢 𝔬𝔯 𝔬𝔫 𝔉𝔩𝔦𝔤𝔥𝔱-ℜ𝔦𝔰𝔦𝔫𝔤. ℑ 𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢 𝔯𝔬𝔩𝔢𝔭𝔩𝔞𝔶𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔴𝔦𝔱𝔥 𝔪𝔶 𝔣𝔯𝔦𝔢𝔫𝔡𝔰, 𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔡𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔴𝔯𝔦𝔱𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔡𝔯𝔞𝔴𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔪𝔬𝔯𝔢. 𝔜𝔬𝔲 𝔠𝔞𝔫 𝔣𝔦𝔫𝔡 𝔬𝔲𝔱 𝔪𝔬𝔯𝔢 𝔞𝔟𝔬𝔲𝔱 𝔪𝔢 𝔬𝔫 𝔪𝔶 𝔭𝔯𝔬𝔣𝔦𝔩𝔢. 𝔖𝔬𝔪𝔢 𝔡𝔞𝔶𝔰 ℑ 𝔴𝔦𝔰𝔥 𝔣𝔬𝔯 𝔭𝔢𝔞𝔠𝔢 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔮𝔲𝔦𝔢𝔱, 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔶𝔢𝔱 𝔬𝔱𝔥𝔢𝔯𝔰 ℑ 𝔣𝔢𝔢𝔩 𝔞 𝔟𝔲𝔯𝔫𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔥𝔞𝔱𝔯𝔢𝔡, 𝔴𝔥𝔦𝔩𝔢 𝔬𝔱𝔥𝔢𝔯 𝔡𝔞𝔶𝔰 ℑ 𝔧𝔲𝔰𝔱 𝔣𝔢𝔢𝔩 𝔞𝔭𝔞𝔱𝔥𝔶. 𝔅𝔲𝔱 𝔦𝔱’𝔰 𝔤𝔬𝔬𝔡 𝔱𝔬 𝔱𝔯𝔶 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔯𝔢𝔤𝔲𝔩𝔞𝔱𝔢 𝔶𝔬𝔲𝔯 𝔣𝔢𝔢𝔩𝔦𝔫𝔤𝔰, ℑ 𝔰𝔲𝔭𝔭𝔬𝔰𝔢. 𝔜𝔬𝔲 𝔠𝔞𝔫 𝔠𝔞𝔩𝔩 𝔱𝔥𝔦𝔰 𝔪𝔶 𝔞𝔱𝔱𝔢𝔪𝔭𝔱 𝔱𝔬 𝔰𝔬𝔲𝔫𝔡 𝔰𝔞𝔫𝔢. 𝔐𝔶 𝔒ℭ’𝔰 𝔞𝔯𝔢 𝔞𝔩𝔩 𝔪𝔬𝔡𝔢𝔩𝔩𝔢𝔡 𝔬𝔣𝔣 𝔡𝔦𝔣𝔣𝔢𝔯𝔢𝔫𝔱 𝔞𝔰𝔭𝔢𝔠𝔱𝔰 𝔬𝔣 𝔪𝔶𝔰𝔢𝔩𝔣. 𝔇𝔬𝔫’𝔱 𝔴𝔬𝔯𝔯𝔶, 𝔬𝔫𝔩𝔶 𝔬𝔫𝔢 𝔬𝔯 𝔱𝔴𝔬 𝔞𝔰𝔭𝔢𝔠𝔱𝔰 𝔭𝔢𝔯 𝔠𝔥𝔞𝔯𝔞𝔠𝔱𝔢𝔯. ℑ 𝔣𝔢𝔢𝔩 𝔞 𝔡𝔢𝔢𝔭𝔢𝔯 𝔠𝔬𝔫𝔫𝔢𝔠𝔱𝔦𝔬𝔫 𝔱𝔥𝔢𝔫, 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔱𝔥𝔞𝔱 𝔪𝔞𝔨𝔢𝔰 𝔪𝔢 𝔟𝔢𝔱𝔱𝔢𝔯 𝔞𝔱 𝔠𝔯𝔞𝔣𝔱𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔰𝔱𝔬𝔯𝔦𝔢𝔰. 𝔒𝔥 𝔞𝔫𝔡 ℑ’𝔪 𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔩𝔩𝔶 𝔟𝔲𝔰𝔶 𝔴𝔦𝔱𝔥 𝔰𝔠𝔥𝔬𝔬𝔩, 𝔰𝔬 ℑ 𝔞𝔭𝔬𝔩𝔬𝔤𝔦𝔷𝔢 𝔦𝔣 ℑ 𝔰𝔬𝔲𝔫𝔡 𝔞 𝔟𝔦𝔱 𝔦𝔯𝔯𝔦𝔱𝔞𝔱𝔢𝔡 𝔴𝔦𝔱𝔥 𝔶𝔬𝔲. 𝔇𝔬𝔫’𝔱 𝔪𝔦𝔫𝔡 𝔪𝔢 𝔬𝔯 𝔪𝔶 𝔴𝔯𝔦𝔱𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔰𝔱𝔶𝔩𝔢, 𝔦𝔱’𝔰 𝔞𝔩𝔩 𝔞 𝔪𝔢𝔰𝔰 𝔦𝔫 𝔪𝔶 𝔥𝔢𝔞𝔡.

tasha~
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Trainerlevel: 24

Forum Posts: 44
Posted: Thu, 23/02/2023 09:00 (1 Year ago)
ᴍʏ ᴄʜᴀʀᴀᴄᴛᴇʀs~

ᴊᴀsᴍɪɴᴇ - ᴋ-𝟿 ᴘʀᴏᴊᴇᴄᴛ
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" I was not born in this world to take instruction blindly. That is a job for robots. I was born into this world with my own morality, my own choice. This Organisation is far from perfect, but not wrong. "

here


ᴜꜱᴇʀɴᴀᴍᴇ / mobius
ɴᴀᴍᴇ / 茉莉 (Jasmine)
ɴɪᴄᴋɴᴀᴍᴇ / Free Spirit | Blood Demon | Mind Reader
ɢᴇɴᴅᴇʀ / ᴘʀᴏɴᴏᴜɴꜱ / Female she/her
ᴀɢᴇ / 3 years
ʙʀᴇᴇᴅ / Doberman Wolf Mix (55% wolf)


ꜱᴇxᴜᴀʟ ᴘʀᴇꜰᴇʀᴇɴᴄᴇ / asexual
ʀᴏᴍᴀɴᴛɪᴄ ᴘʀᴇꜰᴇʀᴇɴᴄᴇ / panromantic

ᴘᴇʀꜱᴏɴᴀʟɪᴛʏ /
Like Andrea, Jasmine is logical. Where she falls in intellect she makes up for in agility and other physical areas. Jasmine is more of a shadow, quiet, reserved and often unnoticeable. She is highly independent, and only does the work of the Organisation if it aligns with her beliefs. However, unlike Andrea, Jasmine prefers getting her paws dirty, killing and injuring others with elegance. Jasmine is far more creative than her sister, often using the blood of her enemies to “paint” whatever comes to mind. The same cannot be said for others who aren’t her friends, as they will be killed in cold blood, the last thing they hear being Jasmine’s tinkling laughter. Jasmine does not enjoy being in her sister’s shadow, but it does makes others underestimate her, so she tolerates it. Jasmine is easily able to differentiate truth from lies, and will win any argument she can, often criticising others for making fallacious statements. She is brutally honest, and will voice her opinion if she feels like doing so. Jasmine is blunt, but not suicidal. She knows her limits, and is careful to not get herself killed by the Organisation. When in danger, she is the type to ensure her own safety before even thinking of saving others. After all, what good are you dead?

——————————————無垢の花はやがて枯れます——————————————

ᴡᴇᴀᴋɴᴇꜱꜱᴇꜱ /
A bit of a germaphobe when it comes to carcasses, or bodies that are already starting to rot.
Hates flying, buzzing insects

ꜰᴇᴀʀꜱ /
Having to lead
Being in the spotlight

ʜɪꜱᴛᴏʀʏ /
[redacted]

ᴄʀᴜꜱʜ ᴀɴᴅ/ᴏʀ ᴍᴀᴛᴇ / none
ᴘᴀꜱᴛ ᴍᴀᴛᴇ(ꜱ) / none
ᴋɪɴ / Andrea (half-sister)


ʜᴇᴀᴅᴄᴀɴᴏɴꜱ / (ᴏᴘᴛɪᴏɴᴀʟ, ꜰᴏʀ ᴇxᴛʀᴀ ꜰᴀᴄᴛꜱ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴄʜᴀʀᴀᴄᴛᴇʀꜱ)
Though neither of them would care to admit it, they would save each other in battle, should they be certain they themselves would not get killed in the process. They may hate each other, but they know that together, they are much stronger.
That doesn’t mean they don’t hate each other though. The hate is mutual, and they will still attempt to maul the other to death for fun
ᴘᴀʟᴘᴀᴅ / already in (ʏᴇꜱ ᴏʀ ɴᴏ, ꜰᴏʀ ʀᴏʟᴇᴘʟᴀʏ ᴘᴜʀᴘᴏꜱᴇꜱ)


♡ ᴀɴᴅʀᴇᴀ - ɢʀᴇᴀᴛ ᴡᴀʀ, ᴋ-𝟿 ᴘʀᴏᴊᴇᴄᴛ, ɢʀᴇᴀᴛ ᴍᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ sᴋʏ, ʜᴜɴɢᴇʀ ɢᴀᴍᴇs ᴀɴᴅ ᴍᴏʀᴇ! ♡
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" Failure is not an option "




animal farm - BIBI
0:01 ❍─────── 4:28
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Volume: ▁▂▃▄▅▆▇ 100%


ᴜꜱᴇʀɴᴀᴍᴇ / mobius
ɴᴀᴍᴇ / andrea
ɴɪᴄᴋɴᴀᴍᴇ / the obscurus/ the loving queen
ɢᴇɴᴅᴇʀ / ᴘʀᴏɴᴏᴜɴꜱ / female she/her
ᴀɢᴇ / 3.5 years
ʙʀᴇᴇᴅ / German Sheperd


ꜱᴇxᴜᴀʟ ᴘʀᴇꜰᴇʀᴇɴᴄᴇ / none
ʀᴏᴍᴀɴᴛɪᴄ ᴘʀᴇꜰᴇʀᴇɴᴄᴇ / bisexual

ᴘᴇʀꜱᴏɴᴀʟɪᴛʏ /

INTJ The Intellectual | 5w4 The Philosopher

She is confident, analytical, and ambitious in their behavior. Andrea loves to pursue knowledge and tend to be very logically minded. She tends to listen to her strong intuition and loves to see how everything connects together. She is focused on the bigger picture and may overlook small details.
Intellectuals are very logical and rational. She bases her decisions on what makes sense and might have a harder time connecting emotionally. Andrea is organized and prefer following a plan, loving to set and achieve goals.
Probably one of the more mentally unstable ones, Andrea is narcissistic and passive aggressive. She is described as a cynical, sadistic and psychopathic person, having long lost the very essence of what it means to be human. She is smart, not just in terms of intellect but also street smarts. But above all, she is manipulative. Is she ever truly on anyone’s side? She can be a saint, she can be a devil, a sweetheart or a monster, depending on her audience.


— ʟɪᴋᴇꜱ
being in control (whether it be herself or over others)
experimenting/torturing others
— ᴅɪꜱʟɪᴋᴇꜱ
being touched
emotional people
killing people
being unable to fool others


ᴡᴇᴀᴋɴᴇꜱꜱᴇꜱ /
emotionally numb, will not be able to tell the difference between anger and happiness
sometimes doesn’t get along well with other people

ꜰᴇᴀʀꜱ /
losing control over others
not achieving her goals
cramped, squalid spaces


ʜɪꜱᴛᴏʀʏ /
tbrrp


ᴄʀᴜꜱʜ ᴀɴᴅ/ᴏʀ ᴍᴀᴛᴇ / slight obsession with SVRN, Close ally of Melinoë
ᴘᴀꜱᴛ ᴍᴀᴛᴇ(ꜱ) / none
ᴋɪɴ / Jasmine (half-sister)

ʜᴇᴀᴅᴄᴀɴᴏɴꜱ / (ᴏᴘᴛɪᴏɴᴀʟ, ꜰᴏʀ ᴇxᴛʀᴀ ꜰᴀᴄᴛꜱ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴄʜᴀʀᴀᴄᴛᴇʀꜱ)
I’m not evil, just willing to make the choice others won’t make. Andrea prefers not to bear others blood on her hand (paws??). After all, why go through all that effort to kill someone when sowing seeds of distrust are enough to unsettle a nation?

ᴘᴀʟᴘᴀᴅ / ʏᴇꜱ


ʟɪʟɪᴛʜ - ɢʀᴇᴀᴛ ᴍᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ sᴋʏ, ʜᴜɴɢᴇʀ ɢᴀᴍᴇs ᴀɴᴅ ᴍᴏʀᴇ!
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Name: Lilith Amberstar
Age (18+ only): 18
Gender: Female
Team: Blue
District: 8
Appearance: misaki mei
Personality:
ISTP | The Craftswoman

Lilith loves puzzles, and will approach her environments with a flexible logic, looking for practical solutions to the problems at hand. She is independent and adaptable, and typically interact with the world around them in a self-directed, spontaneous manner. She is attentive to details. Because of her astute sense of her environment, she excels at reacting quickly and responding to emergencies. She is somewhat reserved but enjoys taking action, and approaches the world with a keen appreciation for the physical and sensory experiences it has to offer.
Powers:

Dollmaker
She is able to control dolls, create duplicate dolls of other to control them and create a flexible replica of herself which is able to rotate joints a full 360 degrees

Abilities:
o Strengths
Can withstand hunger for a long period of time, quick and agile, small, and both book and street smart
o Weaknesses
her sarcastic comments may deter others from befriending her, and short range combat is NOT her specialty
Palpad?: si



ʟɪғᴇɪ - ᴅʀᴀɢᴏɴ ᴀᴄᴀᴅᴇᴍʏ
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Username: andrea
Character name: Salaehrayrea Lifei
Gender: female
Element: electric/ice
Appearance: pink purple and gold
Personality: Reserved, but often cheerful. Super smart and will immediately give you advice and help should you need it in terms of studies
Abilities: (Please make them related to their element, and only 3 abilities max)

Lab Mix-Up
Electric and Ice combine to give off mini explosions, some electrocuting dragons nearby, some freezing them. Usually very chaotic, started when she is frightened or shocked

The Wrong Combination?
Electric and Ice mix once again, causing her to sneeze, letting out electricity all around her and causing a cloud. Sometimes freezes her own self, but when frozen, is immune to attacks

Icy Suprise
Basically what the title says. Ice spikes shoot up randomly from the ground, like backwards icicles


Palpad?: yep
Password: Doma d’Oma do’ma beep beep NOOO
Other: has a pet raven Cosmos



ᴀᴇᴛʜᴇʀ - ᴅʀᴀɢᴏɴ ᴀᴄᴀᴅᴇᴍʏ
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Username: -andrea-
Character name: Aether
Gender: Female
Element: Dark/Air
Appearance: black scales and purple translucent wings like the galaxy, and hetero-chromatic eyes, one blood red, one forest green like ranboo


Personality: split personality, kinda like the Stygian Nymph in Honkai Impact. She can be charismatic and warm hearted, but she can also be the exact opposite.Constant traits are loyalty and a strong sense of awareness. She can also be very sarcastic at times, and literally sizes up everyone around her
Abilities:
Deoxygenation— She can suck up all the oxygen around her for a maximum of 2 minutes.

Ergokinesis- She can create, shape and manipulate dark energy, usually drawn from inter-dimensional or other similar sources. It can be channeled to a variety of effects as an absence of light, a solid, gaseous and/or liquid substance that can be shaped/manifested in various ways. Unlike Darkness Manipulation, which draws from the similar source, dark energy focuses on direct, destructive and violently outward directed aspects of the spectrum. However, this magic is very, very unstable, causing damage over time to hee as she uses it. Long usage causes loss of sanity, and physically tear apart her body.

Teleportation/Speed— Using her darkness magic, she is able to create portals to teleport, and air magic to speed up her flying

(Please make them
related to their element, and only 3 abilities max)
Palpad?: ig?
Password: Doma Doma Doma
Other:



ᴛʜᴀʟɪᴀ - ʀᴏʏᴀʟ ᴀᴄᴀᴅᴇᴍʏ ғᴏʀ ᴍᴀɢᴇs ᴀɴᴅ ᴋɴɪɢʜᴛs
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Name: Thalia Feyrer
Age: 20
Status (Nobility/Royalty/Commoner/Serf etc.): Nobility, her family is rumoured to have been of royal blood, killing another member of the royal family before hiding.
Gender/Pronouns: She/her
Personality: Has a “go away, I don’t care about you” face, she’s into gore, knives and collecting blood. She sometimes assists her parents in selling unknown organs, which sell quickly for high prices. Basically couldn’t care less, acts sketchy and emo like 24/7, hates rainbows and sunshine’s, probably nocturnal, sharp teeth, sharper nails, seems demonic. Yeah, pretty much your average girl in the village. Makes pretty bouquets, and gives them away. Can be found at graveyards staring at the moon. Really into galaxy-ish stuff
Appearance: Long hair, a gradient of purples and blues (like a cosmog) red, black eyes, sharp nails and teeth, a piercing on her right ear, something that resembles blood on her cheek, and two scars, one on her left eye and the other on her left arm.
Back Story: The Feyrer family has always been suspected for the infamous murder of Prince something I don’t want to put his name lol. Nobody has been able to prove it though. they are considered a family on the dark side, but in reality they’re just....well...different. Hardworking, Loyal members, traitors and rats are killed in the most gruesome ways, and it also means bigger profits for the Family. Thalia goes hunting, along with her pet fox, and always wears black.
Mage or Knight:mage
Magic Elements (Mages only): darkness and energy, a little bit of air magic
Primary Weapon(Knights only):
Secondary Weapon (Knights only):
Extra: has a pet black cat, and a little red fox


ᴡɪʟʟᴏᴡ - ʀᴏʏᴀʟ ᴀᴄᴀᴅᴇᴍʏ ғᴏʀ ᴍᴀɢᴇs ᴀɴᴅ ᴋɴɪɢʜᴛs
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Name:Willow Delacour
Age:18
Status (Nobility/Royalty/Commoner/Serf etc.):Royalty
Gender/Pronouns:she/they
Personality:sweet and friendly, always willing to help out. she knows the geography of the land like the back of her hand, and loves travelling around the world. She’s extremely smart, and likes experimenting with her powers, or trying new things
Appearance:soft chocolate brown hair with sky blue eyes, a scar on her wrist and across her eye
Back Story:she’s the princess from a distant land, who came to the Academy to experience something different from having a private tutor
Mage or Knight:mage
Magic Elements (Mages only): fire (a little bit), light, water
Extra:your pinky is in danger hehe


ʀᴇᴠɴᴀ (Scarlett) - sᴜᴘᴇʀɴᴀᴛᴜʀᴀʟ ʜɢ
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Name: Scarlett Revna Darkthorn
Character's appearance (use an image if desired): she has long red hair, which is super duper straight. However, her right side, has been cut off, so it’s extremely uneven, with the left side sporting long red locks, while the right has short red lengths. Her eyes are a deep forest green, and seem to be swirling with madness. Her eyes can be mistaken for blue, and look red under the dark night sky. She bears two pointy black horns on her head, as well as a pair of demon wings. They have a amber outline, with a black tattered membrane. She doesn’t have a tail, but instead has long dagger like claws that can be retracted at will
Age (no limit but try to be reasonable): 20
Gender: female
Status: alive
Power:
dark paradise~ allows her to torture a victim mentally and physically
grim reaper~ she spreads a sickening black smoke, and anyone within range will receive false visions, and pain levels beyond imagination. The duration depends on the skill of the demon, in her case, ten minutes. This can only be used sparingly, as it drains her. To use it again, she has to consume cinnabar and rest for ten days.
Was your character picked or volunteered: Picked
What did your character do for a living before the Hunger Games (school, work, ect): She worked as a part time cafe-bookstore owner, and a full time assassin
Anything extra: She is rather distrustful, even if she appears friendly. She loves snakes and spiders, and often drinks blood as she works


ʟɪғᴇɪ - sᴜᴘᴇʀɴᴀᴛᴜʀᴀʟ ʜɢ
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Name: Lifei Olanda Vaknov
Character's appearance (use an image if desired): jet black hair that is really wavy, with streaks of white. Always seen wearing a hood, and holding her staff. She wears long black dresses, and possesses more black clothing than you could imagine. She has royally purple eyes, which glow in the dark
Age (no limit but try to be reasonable): 21
Gender: female
Status: alive
Power:
Necromancy~ She controls any dead bodies within range, and uses them to bend to her will. This can last for maximum a day
Soul Sucker~ She sucks the soul of her opponent, and allows a quick glimpse of where her opponents are, by identifying their souls. It drains her, so it can only be used very rarely. While using it, she is also vulnerable to being attacked by others, and the longer she holds on to the process, the more cuts she gets. Basically, when this is in effect, every minute, she will gain a fresh cut on a part of her body
Was your character picked or volunteered: picked
What did your character do for a living before the Hunger Games (school, work, ect): she works in Scarlett’s cafe, and is a part time librarian.
Anything extra:


also Echo from Minegames/Supernatural HG and Emily from Hogwarts
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ᴅɪꜱʟɪᴋᴇꜱ: ᴍɪʀʀᴏʀꜱ | ʟᴀᴜɢʜᴛᴇʀ | ᴍᴇɴ
ʙᴀᴄᴋꜱᴛᴏʀʏ: ᴀɴ ᴀɴɢᴇʟ ʀɪᴘᴘᴇᴅ ꜰʀᴏᴍ ʜᴇᴀᴠᴇɴ, ꜱᴇɴᴛ ᴀꜱ ᴀ ᴘʀᴏᴛᴇᴄᴛᴏʀ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏʀᴛᴀʟ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ. ᴄᴜʀꜱᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴛʀᴀᴘᴘᴇᴅ ɪɴ ᴀ ᴍɪʀʀᴏʀ, ꜰᴏʀ ᴀ ᴄʀɪᴍᴇ ꜱʜᴇ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴄᴏᴍᴍɪᴛᴛᴇᴅ. ᴛʀᴀᴘᴘᴇᴅ ᴡɪᴛʜɪɴ ɢʟᴀꜱꜱ, ꜱʜᴇ ꜱʜᴀʀᴇꜱ ʜᴇʀ ᴡɪꜱᴅᴏᴍ ᴛᴏ ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴏꜱᴇ ᴡʜᴏ ʟɪꜱᴛᴇɴ, ᴄʀʏɪɴɢ ᴡʜᴇɴ ɴᴏ ᴏɴᴇ ɪꜱ ᴀʀᴏᴜɴᴅ. ᴏɴᴇ ᴅᴀʏ ꜱʜᴇ ꜰᴀʟʟꜱ ɪɴ ʟᴏᴠᴇ, ʙʀᴇᴀᴋɪɴɢ ꜰʀᴇᴇ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍɪʀʀᴏʀ’ꜱ ᴄᴜʀꜱᴇ ʏᴇᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏʀᴛᴀʟꜱ ʀᴇɢᴀʀᴅ ʜᴇʀ ᴀꜱ ᴛʜᴇ ʙʀɪɴɢᴇʀ ᴏꜰ ᴅᴇᴀᴛʜ, ᴀꜱ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴏʀᴅꜱ ꜱʜᴇ ꜱᴘᴇᴀᴋ ᴀʀᴇɴ’ᴛ ᴘʟᴇᴀꜱᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ʜᴇᴀʀ. ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴀʀᴇɴ’ᴛ ᴀᴘᴘᴇᴀꜱᴇᴅ ᴡɪᴛʜ ꜰᴀɪʀʏ ᴛᴀʟᴇꜱ, ꜱᴏ ᴛʜᴇʏ ꜱᴇɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘʀɪɴᴄᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴘɪᴇʀᴄᴇ ʜᴇʀ ᴇʏᴇꜱ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍɪʀʀᴏʀ ꜱʜᴀʀᴅꜱ ᴀɴᴅ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴀʟʟ ʜᴏᴘᴇ ʟᴏꜱᴛ, ʜᴇʀ ᴋɪɴᴅɴᴇꜱꜱ ᴅᴇꜱᴘɪꜱᴇᴅ, ꜱʜᴇ ʟᴏꜱᴇꜱ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡɪʟʟ ᴛᴏ ɢᴜɪᴅᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ʟᴏꜱᴛ. ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴀ ʙʀᴏᴋᴇɴ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ ꜱʜᴇ ʀᴏᴀᴍꜱ ᴛʜᴇ ᴇᴀʀᴛʜ, ᴛᴏ ʙʀɪɴɢ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴘʟᴀɢᴜᴇꜱ ᴛᴏ ʜᴇᴀʟ ʜᴇʀ ʜᴜʀᴛ


𝑨 𝒇𝒓𝒆𝒆 𝒃𝒊𝒓𝒅 𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒑𝒔 𝒐𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒃𝒂𝒄𝒌 𝒐𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒘𝒊𝒏𝒅
𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒇𝒍𝒐𝒂𝒕𝒔 𝒅𝒐𝒘𝒏𝒔𝒕𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒎 𝒕𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒄𝒖𝒓𝒓𝒆𝒏𝒕 𝒆𝒏𝒅𝒔
𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒅𝒊𝒑𝒔 𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒘𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒐𝒓𝒂𝒏𝒈𝒆 𝒔𝒖𝒏 𝒓𝒂𝒚𝒔
𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒅𝒂𝒓𝒆𝒔 𝒕𝒐 𝒄𝒍𝒂𝒊𝒎 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒌𝒚.
𝑩𝒖𝒕 𝒂 𝒃𝒊𝒓𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒍𝒌𝒔 𝒅𝒐𝒘𝒏 𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒏𝒂𝒓𝒓𝒐𝒘 𝒄𝒂𝒈𝒆
𝒄𝒂𝒏 𝒔𝒆𝒍𝒅𝒐𝒎 𝒔𝒆𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒓𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉 𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒃𝒂𝒓𝒔 𝒐𝒇 𝒓𝒂𝒈𝒆
𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒘𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒄𝒍𝒊𝒑𝒑𝒆𝒅 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒇𝒆𝒆𝒕 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒕𝒊𝒆𝒅
𝒔𝒐 𝒉𝒆 𝒐𝒑𝒆𝒏𝒔 𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒓𝒐𝒂𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒔𝒊𝒏𝒈.
𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝒄𝒂𝒈𝒆𝒅 𝒃𝒊𝒓𝒅 𝒔𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒂 𝒇𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒇𝒖𝒍 𝒕𝒓𝒊𝒍𝒍
𝒐𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔 𝒖𝒏𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘𝒏 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒍𝒐𝒏𝒈𝒆𝒅 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒍𝒍
𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒕𝒖𝒏𝒆 𝒊𝒔 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒅 𝒐𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒅𝒊𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒉𝒊𝒍𝒍
𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒄𝒂𝒈𝒆𝒅 𝒃𝒊𝒓𝒅 𝒔𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔 𝒐𝒇 𝒇𝒓𝒆𝒆𝒅𝒐𝒎.
𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝒇𝒓𝒆𝒆 𝒃𝒊𝒓𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒌𝒔 𝒐𝒇 𝒂𝒏𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒃𝒓𝒆𝒆𝒛𝒆
𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒕𝒓𝒂𝒅𝒆 𝒘𝒊𝒏𝒅𝒔 𝒔𝒐𝒇𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒓𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒓𝒆𝒆𝒔
𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒇𝒂𝒕 𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒎𝒔 𝒘𝒂𝒊𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒐𝒏 𝒂 𝒅𝒂𝒘𝒏 𝒃𝒓𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒍𝒂𝒘𝒏
𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒉𝒆 𝒏𝒂𝒎𝒆𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒌𝒚 𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒐𝒘𝒏.
𝑩𝒖𝒕 𝒂 𝒄𝒂𝒈𝒆𝒅 𝒃𝒊𝒓𝒅 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒏𝒅𝒔 𝒐𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒈𝒓𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒅𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒎𝒔
𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒔𝒉𝒂𝒅𝒐𝒘 𝒔𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒕𝒔 𝒐𝒏 𝒂 𝒏𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕𝒎𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒔𝒄𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒎
𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒘𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒄𝒍𝒊𝒑𝒑𝒆𝒅 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒇𝒆𝒆𝒕 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒕𝒊𝒆𝒅
𝒔𝒐 𝒉𝒆 𝒐𝒑𝒆𝒏𝒔 𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒓𝒐𝒂𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒔𝒊𝒏𝒈.
𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝒄𝒂𝒈𝒆𝒅 𝒃𝒊𝒓𝒅 𝒔𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒂 𝒇𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒇𝒖𝒍 𝒕𝒓𝒊𝒍𝒍
𝒐𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔 𝒖𝒏𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘𝒏 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒍𝒐𝒏𝒈𝒆𝒅 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒍𝒍
𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒕𝒖𝒏𝒆 𝒊𝒔 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒅 𝒐𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒅𝒊𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒉𝒊𝒍𝒍
𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒄𝒂𝒈𝒆𝒅 𝒃𝒊𝒓𝒅 𝒔𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔 𝒐𝒇 𝒇𝒓𝒆𝒆𝒅𝒐𝒎.
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ᴀʀᴄᴀɴᴇ | ᴋᴀʟᴏɴ | ᴀᴢᴜʀᴀ

Character Name Celine Elyanna Lux

Rank First Officer of the Woodwork ship

Appearance

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Height: 174cm

Weight 50kg






Internal Conflict

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Age: 23

Personality:
ISFJ The Caregiver | 2w1 The Companion

They tend to be altruistic and purposeful in their behavior. They have the will to alleviate human suffering and desire love and acceptance above all else. They are service-oriented and humble, seeking to help better the lives of those in their community.
In their unassuming, understated way, they help make the world go round. Hardworking and devoted, people with this personality type feel a deep sense of responsibility to those around them. They can be counted on to meet deadlines, remember special occasions, uphold traditions, and shower their loved ones with gestures of care and support. But they rarely demand recognition for all that they do, preferring instead to operate behind the scenes.
She is capable, with a wealth of versatile gifts. Though sensitive and caring, Defenders also have excellent analytical abilities and an eye for detail. And despite their reserve, they tend to have well-developed people skills and robust social relationships.

Alignment: Chaotic Neutral

Gender: Female

Sexuality: Bisexual

Pronouns: She/Her

Addictions: Ballet | Martial Arts

Fears: Atychiphobia | Lockiophobia




Other/Miscellaneous

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Physical Illnesses: anorexia (past) | anaphylaxis (current)

Physical Disabilities: none

Psychological Disorders: anxiety attacks

Other/Not Mentioned: Weapon: DSR-Precision DSR-50 + Cutlass
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Name: Reilin Ng

Gender: Female

Age: 20

Birthday: 23/02

Talent: Ultimate Musician




Personality:
They are detail-oriented, perfectionists, and responsible people. They often stand up for the rights of other people and try to engage in causes supporting human rights. They are focused on the present and sensitive to the needs of others which explains their compassionate attitude towards others. At the same time, they can be overly controlling and critical of others for not doing the right thing in serious matters. They often criticize themselves as well for not doing things perfectly.  are rational and focused on details. They go through life by following their values and are committed to making ethical choices. Their manner is quiet and steady. They are thoughtful, loyal, and dutiful and do things according to plan. Towards people, they can be warm and compassionate. Their idealistic personalities are driven to educate others and do the right thing. This shows that they have a strong sense of morality. They are particularly focused on using their experiences and knowledge to guide their behavior. You may find them contributing to various causes and standing up for the rights of others. 


Personality Type: INTJ | 5w4 The Investigator




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[spoiler]Name: Reilin Ng

Gender: Female

Age: 20

Birthday: 23/02

Talent: Ultimate Musician




Personality:
They are detail-oriented, perfectionists, and responsible people. They often stand up for the rights of other people and try to engage in causes supporting human rights. They are focused on the present and sensitive to the needs of others which explains their compassionate attitude towards others. At the same time, they can be overly controlling and critical of others for not doing the right thing in serious matters. They often criticize themselves as well for not doing things perfectly.  are rational and focused on details. They go through life by following their values and are committed to making ethical choices. Their manner is quiet and steady. They are thoughtful, loyal, and dutiful and do things according to plan. Towards people, they can be warm and compassionate. Their idealistic personalities are driven to educate others and do the right thing. This shows that they have a strong sense of morality. They are particularly focused on using their experiences and knowledge to guide their behavior. You may find them contributing to various causes and standing up for the rights of others. 


Personality Type: INTJ | 5w4 The Investigator




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History: Reilin dedicated her life to music from the age of four, but truth be told, she doesn’t fully enjoy what she does. She sees her talent as more of a burden rather than a gift, believing music was not suited for her. Oddly enough, music was both her source of comfort and anger. Driven by her parents (and partially her own desire) to succeed in everything she did, music drove her to be the perfectionist she is today.

Sexuality: Lesbian/Asexual

Voice Claim: Rose Weil, Oceans’ Eight (Helena Bonham Carter)




[DANGANRONPA - WHISPERS OF THE DARK]
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Name: Wei En

Gender: Female

Age: 20

Birthday: 14/02

Talent: Ultimate Hacker




Personality:
She prefers the scientific method where she can actually adopt a testing system to filter out their ideas, beliefs and other claims so that she can arrive at the truth. She will look for ways to check their ideas so that she can be sure of what she believes in is actually true. Hence, Wei En will not go for opinions or believe in things that cannot be tested. Wei En likes to be objective in whatever she does. Hence, her studies are unaffected by her beliefs, opinions and cultural or religious influences so as to study something in a pure and objective manner and truly see what it is. Also, she will like to use methods that are great at identifying biases in data or results. So she might use concepts such as inter-rater reliability. With all the knowledge she has and their ability to study things in a systematic and rational manner, she’s one of the best problem solvers you can get. She thrives where she is given complex problems and asked to solve or give analysis on them.
Wei Rn is great to have when it comes to solving complex issues that have too many stakes in them. She can analyze the entire situation, weigh the factors involved and get to a conclusion by also weighing the pros and cons of a solution.
Wei En loves to follow a structured approach when it comes to understanding different issues, concepts, processes or problems. She want to see how things are related in a situation and how that relationship affects the environment and vice versa. She have a lot of grasp on how she perceives her environment and the stimuli in it.
Being a systematic thinker, she can easily identify problems and does not like to accept a piece of information just because it appeals to her, has sentimental value or is provided by a person very dear to her.
Wei En only does things when she considers something worthy that they should invest their time or effort on.


Personality Type: ISTJ | 1w2 The Reformer




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History: Wei En was naturally talented, even from a young age. She loved robots and computers almost as much as she loved her parents. Every day, she would fiddle non-stop with her little gizmos and gadgets whilst her parents were busy working. Her cognitive abilities were on par with people slightly older than her and she was quick and rational from the start. The young Wei En loved tinkering so much, that she once took apart the swing set in the playground to make it better, nearly causing a child to lose their life because of how fast the swing swung.

Sexuality: Aroace

Voice Claim: Shuri, Letitia Wright


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Posted: Fri, 29/09/2023 10:48 (6 Months ago)
The Myrionymos

Comfygazing and -andrea-

In the twilight's arcane glow, sails unfurled.
Upon the astral sea, the Myrionymos sails,
A magika vessel with enchanting tales.
In the moonlit currents of celestial streams,
It glides, transcends, the realm of dreams.

The bow pulsates with magical resonance,
A symphony of forces in harmonious dance.
Winds whisper secrets, stars align,
As the Myrionymos charts a course divine.

Beware the owl’s eyes, storing power unknown,
Castleton green set in stone.
Fast and light she sails alone,
upon seas she dares to claim her own.

A cosmic navigator in the vast unknown,
The Myrionymos, a magika throne.
In the weave of magic, its essence is spun,
A timeless journey beneath the moon and sun.

The ship rests in gifted hands
Her Captain’s reign best symbolized by an amaranth.
Long-lasting and forevermore, faithful till the end of man.
Her crew, a testament to why the ship still stands
Faithful, loyal at Kieran’s command.


J.L.C Valhalla

Interna_Chaotica and Daiko

In the cosmic expanse, where stardust gleams,
Valhalla emerges, a ship of metal dreams.
Silent hum of circuits, a symphony in the void,
A technological marvel, ambitions deployed.

Metallic grace in the vacuum's embrace,
Valhalla sails through the vastness of space.
Gleaming hull reflecting the distant stars,
Warping through cosmos, breaking through bars.

Crew aboard, disciplined and keen,
In the heart of the ship, a command unseen.
Binary whispers echo in corridors cold,
As orders are given, a future foretold.

Strict command echoes through the steel,
On the bridge, where decisions congeal.
Circuitry minds, precision aligned,
In the Valhalla's core, where control is defined.

Each member of crew, a master of their own.
Navigating realms where mysteries bode.
Systems synchronized, a seamless flow,
In the Valhalla, where commands bestow.

A dance of electrons, a digital waltz,
In the Valhalla's corridors, where duty exalts.
Technology's hymn, a ship's anthem bold,
In the cosmic tapestry, a fierce saga unfolds.


The Leviathan

RaRaRasputin and Immortes

In the celestial seas, where legends arise,
The Leviathan sails 'neath the ominous skies.
A hybrid creation, magika entwined,
With technology's might, a fearsome design.

Metal and mystique in harmonious embrace,
The Leviathan prowls, leaving awe in its trace.
Widely feared, whispers echo its name,
A vessel of power, relentless and untamed.

Crew of seekers of forbidden lore,
The Leviathan sails where shadows pour.
Fear in its wake, a chilling song,
As it cruises the cosmos, mysterious and strong.

Commanded by a captain with a heart like steel,
Navigating realms with a masked chill.
In the hybrid heart where magika hums,
The Leviathan emerges, a force that numbs.

Silent whispers in the void conspire,
As the Leviathan sparks both fear and desire.
A cosmic leviathan, untethered and bold,
Despised by all, testament to legends foretold
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Posted: Sun, 10/03/2024 03:36 (1 Month ago)
“Carrying a baby is the most rewarding experience a woman can enjoy.” ~Jayne Mansfield

That’s what I thought too. Until I had to experience it firsthand- under the wrong circumstances. Everything happened so fast, it was so painful. I don’t know. Maybe. Was it wrong? Wasn’t it? One thing I do know, he keeps saying it’s my fault. And you know what? To hell with him. He was never a good father figure. And now as I lay here, my body frail and weak, malnourished and tired, I lay clothed in a beautiful blue gown. Pretty white, blinding bright envelops my vision for a moment, disappearing and reappearing every now and then. For eight and a half months I suffered through bleeding gums, heartburn, rhinitis and so many other horrible, terrible things I wasn’t ready to. At least they gave me a pretty necklace. It’s this transparent long tube. I think it snapped though, so they hung it on the liquid rack. At least that’s what I like to call it. It’s this wonderful metal stand with a cool bag of water hanging from it. As I sit there, thinking about what has been growing in my stomach, I smile. And then I frown. I hate this…this creature in my body. Yet why am I so obsessed over protecting it? It feels important, somehow. Even if it was an accident. I hack and cough, giggling at the dizzy feeling that follows. I love swans. Someone folded them for me. Or maybe it was me. There’s paper cuts from goodness knows where all over my arms. Origami paper sits on a table far, far away. Yeah, it probably wasn’t me. I can feel death looming. It’s beckoning me to step through the door. I see it. Past the door is this meadow of dreams. With skies so clear and grass evergreen. I want to go there. Just a little while longer. The embrace of death seems comfortingly warm. Crimson red stains the white rose, spilling through the cracks in my hand as I clutch it. I think to myself- this is my swan song. I don’t know what it means. It feels apt for me. I love swans, anyhow. Especially black swans. I saw one that night. One final push, and I’ve done it. I think. The monitor beeps, incessant and loud. A flat line. I lay in peace, eyes shut, hand gently holding a gorgeous doll. It looks so much like me. The room is silent, and the last of my energy slips away, and I rise like an angel towards the sky. As I enter the meadow, a small figure awaits me, dressed in a white dress. She stands there on the water, which softly ripples around her. My heart soars, I walk over to her, picking her up. She looks so much like me. And I take her hand, as we walk off into the sunset. I’m so happy, finally. It’s such a wonderful feeling.



weak hacking coughs, a bluish nightgown
and a frail arm clutches the fresh bouquet
the other arm, occupied.
a limp figure in hand
the glass vase shatters
the shards soar above her head
but still the hand clutches a thorny rose
the thorns pierce her pale snowy skin
deep red a contrast to her fair skin tone
the curtains close, the stage light dims
and lo, with a cry, she opens her mouth
“this is my swan song”
the last words she spoke
her final breath
as all the feathers turn black
tattered and torn like that a rodent had gnawed
with thorny white roses that dripped a deep blood red
the puppet strings break
as strong and fragile as a spider web
yet….not enough
and the performer takes her final bow
hear the angels sing
their sweet soft lullaby
and the little babe, in a deep sleep.
the grubby pens, the crayons
oh those little stubs
the coloring books, seemingly untouched
yet falling apart, and rotting rather fast
everything wasting away at its touch
the soft padded shoes
the matching white dress
the babe lets out not a single sound
like a calm lily field
the night birds chirp
and the flowers sway gently in the breeze
Finally, finally,
mother and daughter reunite at last