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Revivial - A Sonic RP Remake

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Amuu
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Posted: Tue, 19/06/2018 12:24 (5 Years ago)



Mobius used to be such a peaceful place.
An abundance of nature and joy.
What went wrong?
How did this happen?
... did we fail to protect our home?





The fire rages.
Buildings fall.
Our home loses its beauty,
right before our eyes.





Invited:
• Infinity
• Greggory
• Knighty
• Sterg
• wolfgirl2398


The roleplay is set in the plotline of Sonic Forces. This is an AU where all canon characters are removed, and our OCs are put in place as the world is taken over by an evil uprising. What will our characters do? Will they start a resistance, or give into darkness?
For those who are unaware of the story of Sonic Forces, the story is about Sonic being captured after a battle involving him and the new villain: Infinite. As you can infer, Sonic lost by a crushing defeat and was held captive for six months. In this time-space, Infinite and Eggman had taken over the world. Everything was in ruins. However, now we have enemies, Infinite and Eggman are removed too.






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Amuu
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Posted: Tue, 19/06/2018 12:51 (5 Years ago)

Name: Lilac
Age: 16
Abilities: Grass. Lilac can summon roots out of the ground if it's grassy. To fix this, Lilac uses up a lot of her energy to make the terrain grassy temporarily. She must yell 'Grassy Terrain' in order for this to occur. If the core is found underground and is destroyed, the terrain will fade and will result in Lilac being heavily injured or even death. Lilac can also summon a sword out of roots, but it can easily be destroyed by fire attacks, as well as the underground roots. Finally, Lilac may give her allies regeneration until she is out of battle. She touches fingertips with her ally, and must chant 'Regeneration'. Lilac's weakness is fire, and her strengths are against water opponents.
Personality: Lilac prefers to spread the joy wherever she goes, which can be either to an advantage, or disadvantage. She can be too kind and selfless for her own good, resulting in easy manipulation, or giving away way too many of her things. Lilac enjoys being of more of a support character so she can help out those in need.
Relationships: Younger sister to Caesar.
Good/Bad: Good.
History: Before she was born, Lilac's mother, father, and brother lived a peaceful, happy life until their small town was threatened by a neighboring colony. With no other option, Lilac's father led the town as his own tribe and ended up demolishing the people that came along that threatened the citizens. Her father and brother soon ascended into bloodlust, and their tribe soon transformed into madness, being the attackers rather than being on the defensive.

When Lilac was the age of two, her mother had enough of the villanry that occurred through the tribe and ran away with the baby in her arms. They were ordered to be chased down, and the group of people searched for the runaways. Eventually, they discovered the two by a lake resting. The group decided they should kill her mother, due to her always being against what they did. Searching for young Lilac was impossible, as she'd already been taken in my Chloe and her parents, who raised her to be kind and spread the joy in people, rather than travel down her father's path.
Other: N/A


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Name: Caesar
Age: 19
Abilities: Caesar can summon fireballs from his hands. He can throw two at a time, or summon four in front of him every now and again. The strength of his fire is dependant on how sunny it is outside. He can use fire from his hands to be fuel for boosting him around in the air. His spiky power bracers are what absorb the light. His weaknesses are water and darkness, his strengths are light and grass.
Personality: Caesar is very stubborn, and will always fight to get his own way or try to be right in an argument. He tends to try and play the leader and enjoys bossing people around. He has a big thing for teasing others (in a bad way) and generally loves to be a pain in the backside, especially to his sister.
Relationships: Older brother to Lilac.
Good/Bad: Goes between both.
History: Caesar, his mother and father lived a peaceful, happy life until their small town was threatened by a neighboring colony. With no other option, Caesar's father led the town as his own tribe and ended up demolishing the people that came along that threatened the citizens. Himself and his father soon ascended into bloodlust, and their tribe soon transformed into madness, being the attackers rather than being on the defensive.

Caesar still lives with his tribe and tries to retrieve his sister when he can, as well as wanting to destroy everything she cares about - as revenge for escaping. He blames her for his mother's death.
Other: Photo creds to Shadic!
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Posted: Tue, 19/06/2018 13:40 (5 Years ago)

Name:Aqua Junkie
Age:18
Abilities:Water Manipulation.

Aqua is quite flexible with his water control ability,he can collect water from a nearby area in order to shape water in a way the benefits him .The time it takes to collect the water around him heavily relies in his surroundings,for this reason Aqua carries a bottle of water with him in case he happens to find himself in a bad spot.

He can control all things that contain water in them,from plain water to fizzy drinks and soda with the draw back that the more the water contains the harder it is to control, Though Aqua can manually removes add one from the water manually but it's a time consuming process.

As for the finest capability in his arsenal,Aqua can use his left hand to warm up water and turn it into mist or make it evaporete or use his right hand to freeze it over,the higher or lower the temperature the more time consuming it gets to reach that temperature.Adding to that, controlling ice becomes stiff and hard for Aqua to move.For this reason Aqua keeps his water on a rather cool temperature before quicky bursting the temperature into ice level in order to pack a stronger punch

For his final ability he has an healing ability,even if it's nothing compared to an ability like Lilacs support,Aqua can touch someone's wound and cover it with water, quickly cleaning it from any infection,easying the pain of it and speeding up the natural healing process,with the drawbck of how energy consuming and minor the healing is.

As for it's drawbacks:Aqua is bad at controlling Ice and to control the temperature of the water.His ability also seems to be quite energy draining.To add onto that if he faints or is fatigued his water control and everything he has shaped with it will return to their original state.

Personality:Quite laid back, this Aqua-like colored hedgehog tends to remain his composure even in difficult situations but if the aftermath is negative is when his cool and collected thought process might get completely reversed. Aqua has a concerning like for food and the stylization of it. He is an overall relaxed and funny guy that got sucked into this mess
Relationships:Well honestly, even if Aqua can be quite the flirt at times he doesn't seem to actually have a romantic interest. As for family and other factors, there don't seem to be anything
Good/Bad:Chaotic Good
History:Honenstly idk probs will go with the flow of the RP
Other:
N/A
"I've never thought about my dream before... but I'll find it someday. A purpose... A reason to exist, that I can define myself! That's why I fight! That is my... RULE!"

The elevantion increases as the bullet is fired.
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Posted: Tue, 19/06/2018 15:02 (5 Years ago)
(I will post the character's appearance soon since i rarely have Wifi and i want to focus on drawing)
Name: Tom

Age: 17

Abilities: He has weather manipulation.Being able to change and alter the current weather.He can cause a normal rain to a cataclysm if angry enough.He can control also control wind and water if caused by the weather.

Personality: Tom is quite random at some times.Tom doesn't like standing still for a long time so he is most times up for adventures and fun.He isn't a person to go to if you want to hear a joke.He is mostly shy and especially towards girls.Other than that he is extrovert.

Relationships: None

Good/Bad: Good

History: His village/tribe was the first to be conquered and destroyed by Eggman and he was the only one left alive from there.The tragic day occured when he was very young and had to survive alone in the forest.Knowing that he has grown a bit and has developted self-consciousness,he seeks revenge.

Other: I love how ironic is that i know a PH user who had the username of Infinitysux:3 but has now chnage it to her name it wasn't refer to this Infinity,but it's kinda funny

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Posted: Wed, 20/06/2018 11:58 (5 Years ago)
(finally finished, characters created by me but the artwork designs are not mine, they were created using dollmakers, and i added an additional appearance for myself, it helps with they're designs)

Name: Flare.
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Add. Appearance: she stands at 5'4" in height, wears a fire stone necklace at all times, a bit chubby(prefers the term curvy though), sleek ginger fur and sapphire blue eyes, has darker ginger colored freckles splashed across her face.
Age: 17.

Abilities: Fire Manipulation & Creation, it's a little unstable and it's connected to her emotions, anger being what sets it off, but she's been working on this little fact(capabilities are obvious, the applications i will add: Fire Attacks, Fire Detection(Capability & Limitations:

User can sense the presence of heat/fire and possibly gain detailed understanding about the heat/fire they are sensing, including the amount/size of elements they are sensing and whether it is hidden.
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May be dependent on natural senses.
User may need to concentrate to determine the location of a specific form of heat sources.
May be limited to certain types of Fire) | Limitations:
Control, discipline, and restraint are extremely important. Unconscious, emotion-influenced, impulsive, or reckless use of this power can be catastrophic.
Distance, mass, precision, etc. depend upon of the knowledge, skill, and strength of the user, and their power's natural limits.
Fire Immunity and/or Thermal Resistance isn't always part of the package, so burning yourself is possible.
May not be immune to other side-effects/products, such as smoke.

(underlined limitations apply to Leon as well) | she is stronger against nature/grass users, but weak against water users.

Personality: she's a sweet girl with a kind heart, she's a tomboy and a gaming girl at heart, can get frustrated and angry but has been working on her temper, she's a bit of a hopeless romantic, she will grow rather shy and flustered under the right conditions(like being given compliments by her crush(as seen in action before in an older rp, lmao)).
Relationships: Family: she has a sister(an NPC that i may rp at some point (she did luckily escape the villains wrath)), her parents are both deceased(car accident) | Romance: currently single, no current crush | friendship: she is Leon's best friend, good friends with Lilac, Aqua, Tom, more to be added.
Good/Bad: good of course.
History: tbrp'd cause lazy(and i hurt like heck)
Other: she has a rare fire stone necklace that her mother gave to her to wear, but it's how she harnesses a certain strength with her ability to control fire, it helps to keep it under control and balanced, and if she's stressed or emotional she'll usually put her hand where the necklace is and hold one of the stones, it's soothing to her in a way, owns a hover board to get around(father was an inventor, it only hovers above the ground/sand/gravel/water), bit of a bookworm(comics especially).


Name: Leon.
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Add. Appearance: he stands at 6'4" in height, a little on the scrawny side but still well built to fight(don't let the scrawny-ness fool ya), no visible tattoo's, he has a notch missing on his left ear, his hair is a chestnut/nutmeg brown color, light almost sky blue eyes.
Age: 19.

Abilities: Green Fire Manipulation & Creation, he doesn't use his ability very often unless he absolutely has too, since it's still a bit too strong for him to handle like normal fire, and it burns hotter than blue fire(the capabilities that green fire users are able to create green flames more intense than blue fire, the flames are this color due to oxygen changes or because of myth, they are harder to control due to increased heat and intensity, and in some unnatural uses, this fire can be ignited under water | info from a Superpower Wiki, applications i will add from the list will be: Aquatic Adaptation (Igniting underwater, mostly used for light), and Green Fire Attacks (obviously)) | he is stronger against nature/grass users(tho this isn't gonna happen for a while), but weak against water users.

Personality: Leon is a kind and laid back guy, tries to avoid conflict other mobians choose to pick with him, though if said mobians tried that little stunt they'll be feeling his wrath with his metal baseball bat, when it's against true enemies he'll do what he can to fight along side his friends, somewhat bashful at times and blushes rather easily, to shy to ever try and flirt with anyone, extremely cautious with his powers over green fire out of fear of harming his friends or someone innocent.
Relationships: Family: no known siblings, father is deceased(died from an unknown illness), his mother(NPC) is alive and managed to escape the villains wrath | Romance: currently single, has a crush on Lilac | friendship: he is Flare's best friend, good friends with Lilac, Aqua, Tom, more to be added.
Good/Bad: Good(why would he be bad, he's a lovable guy).
History: tbrp'd cause lazy(and i hurt like heck)
Other: has a green and blue motorbike with flame decals on it to be able to get around with, has a bit of a sweet tooth, loves to paint and draw, uses a sturdy metal bat to fight with and carries a pocket knife with him.


Name: Shade.
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Add. Appearance: stands at 6'2" in height, normal build, no visible tattoo's or scars, thick grey fur and raven black hair, violet eyes.
Age: 18.

Abilities: Darkness/Shadow Manipulation, Darkness/Shadow Solidification(capability that the user can solidify or give solid-like properties to darkness/shadows with the level of solidity going from loose jelly to metal-like hardness or beyond), & Shadow walking(only when he desperately needs to escape a bad situation), (the capabilities that this user can create, shape and manipulate darkness and shadows. By itself, darkness is mostly used to cloud everything into total darkness, but by accessing a dimension of dark energy it can be channeled to a variety of effects, both as an absence of light and a solid substance: one can also control and manipulate the beings that exist there, create and dispel shields and areas of total darkness, create constructs and weapons, teleport one's self through massive distances via shadows, etc, the only applications i will add: Darkness Attacks, Darkness Weaponry(the limitations: Light Generation may counter this ability, Usually the change is temporary and short-lived, May be unable to revert subjects/objects if melted to original form, May need to stay in physical contact) | weakness to direct light attacks | Limitations:
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Distance, mass, precision, etc. depend upon of the knowledge, skill, and strength of the user, and their power's natural limits.
Light Manipulation and Light Generation are especially effective against this power.
As shadow is a dark area produced by a body coming between rays of light and a surface, light may strengthen shadow magic or may even be a requirement in some universes.
Umbrakinetic Immunity.

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May become affected/corrupted through extended exposure(as he was warned about by the person who taught him his abilities).

Personality: somewhat cruel to his victims, rather blunt and painfully honest at times as well as sly, under his cruel shell he's honestly a big softy and playful, he's also a bit flirty and has suave way about his flirting.
Relationships: Family: no known siblings, both of his parents whereabouts are unknown leaving him as an orphan, but was taken in by someone in Ceasar's tribe | Romance: currently single, no current crush | friendship: Ceaser(?), others possibly in the future.
Good/Bad: bad (cause why not? i've rarely ever used a villain in our rp (this could change tho in the future))
History: tbrp'd cause lazy(and i hurt like heck)
Other: he has a black monochrome bike with skulls on it and has it suited up for fast get away's if need be but uses it to get around for the most part, he makes a living in Ceasar's tribe where he lives making jewelry and sewing(he finds it soothing, make fun of all y'want, lol, he gets paid good as well), despite his abilities he's an early bird rather than a night owl, he carries around a sturdy and well crafted hunting knife that was given to him by the person who raised and mentored him.

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Posted: Sat, 23/06/2018 16:53 (5 Years ago)
Cloud
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Appearance WIP
Name: Cloud Dash
Age: 18
Abilities: Cleaving Wind:
Cloud can project air/wind or sound in a way that allows her to cut through matter from a distance. Although this attack does usually slashing damage, Cloud is able to focus it into single piercing stab like immaterial bullet. (Stolen (heheh) from the Powerlisting Fandom)

Aerokenetic Flight:
Cloud can manipulate the air/wind around her to change her position. She can also manipulate her weight when airborne to become easier to transport. Because this ability isn't a physical ability, it's never tired.
Personality: Cloud tries to act cool a lot of the time and mysterious when she's really awkward and cocky a lot of the time. She tries to lead sometimes and fails miserably 90% of the time.
Relationships: Lived in the Cloud Kingdom with Guy and Silk.
Good/Bad: Good.
History: Grew up in the Cloud Kingdom and left because she wanted to protect Mobius from destruction.
Other: Guy and Silk WERE in the original, one of the many characters I made and dropped. They had another brother called Ghost but he was not very original at all.


Guy
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Name: Guy Kei
Age: 16
Abilities: Electrokenisis:
Guy can create, shape and manipulate electricity, a form of energy resulting from the movement of energy. He does this by creating a magnetic field which attracts energy with the friction of his hands when they rub together. The longer he rubs them, the stronger the electricity, the larger the field and more electricity.
Personality: Guy can seem quite angsty but he's a good guy at heart. He doesn't have much self asteem either which makes him easy to give up. Once he has his mind set on one thing, he is dead set for the next while trying to do that.
Relationships: Grew up in the Cloud Kingdom and with Cloud and Silk and is Silk's brother.
Good/Bad: Starts good and will turn bad
History: Left the Cloud Kingdom after Cloud left because they felt weak. Everyone assumed that they got killed and is currently in terror.
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Silk
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Name: Silk Kei
Age: 15
Abilities: Calokinesis:
Silk can create, shape and manipulate heat by increasing the kinetic energy of atoms and thus making things hotter, ranging from subjective feeling of heat to absolute hot.
Personality: Silk is peppy and jumpy, wanting to change the world for the better. She always dreams a bit to big and uses her power by accident and burns herself.
Relationships: Grew up in the Cloud Kingdom with Cloud and Guy and is Guy's sister
Good/Bad: Good
History: Left the Cloud Kingdom after Cloud left because they felt weak. Everyone assumed that they got killed and is currently in terror.
Other:

Amuu
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Posted: Sat, 23/06/2018 17:14 (5 Years ago)
(I'm going to start without Knight because she takes forever.)

It was like a flash, and then everything was chaos. Like nobody was there to help the innocent and tend to the wounded. Nobody could stop it.
The fire raged on, swallowing up any building in its way. A monster. It refused to stop, it refused to let anything bring it down, resisting the light, resisting mercy.
There they were, the so-called 'heroes' of our world. The last shine of hope - gone.
Underground they stayed, hiding from all the waste that had been laid.

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Lilac sat quietly in the corner, hugging her legs close to her chest. Her friends, even herself, had lost all morale. Was this really how they would die?

Arcanewolf75
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Posted: Sat, 23/06/2018 19:37 (5 Years ago)
(i'm gonna post with Leon & Flare, that way i don't forget too)

Flare was sitting in in a corner of wherever they were all hiding sobbing quietly as she hugged herself, tail curled around herself and ears flattened.
she was scared of what was happening to Mobius and mentally prayed for her sister's safety, having been separated in all the panic.
Leon was sitting off on his own staring down at the ground as he held one of his legs, ears drooped and a sorrow filled expression plastered to his face.
he was upset and scared, and hardly had any hope in his eyes.
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Posted: Sat, 23/06/2018 21:11 (5 Years ago)
Aqua took a last sip of his soda before crashing the can and throwing it down "This is stupid!"he shouted,it really isn't Ike him to act up and be mad,but at the current state mobious was,could he react any other way, generally speaking his behavior was rather composed,which really says something.
"I've never thought about my dream before... but I'll find it someday. A purpose... A reason to exist, that I can define myself! That's why I fight! That is my... RULE!"

The elevantion increases as the bullet is fired.
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Posted: Sat, 23/06/2018 21:17 (5 Years ago)
Tom was jumping from tree to tree,watching the people and the village crushing and burning down,but he didn't look back,he obeyed his mother's last orders.As he jumped from tree to tree,watching the robots invade he got passed the laat wave of them and run as fast as he could to the nearest city or town. Seeking refuge and help.
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Posted: Sat, 23/06/2018 21:32 (5 Years ago)
Leon's ears twitched up and he looked at Aqua, his expression never changing and flicked his tufted tail slightly as he watched the aqua colored hedgehog.
''not like we can do much anyway.... we're pretty much stuck here...'' he muttered, though talked loud enough for Aqua to hear him.
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Posted: Sat, 23/06/2018 21:36 (5 Years ago)
(Tom being a Tarzan )
Aqua looked aggravated,not at Leon,just in general which is still understandable.He clenched his fist as he kicked the can."I know it's so annoying,where are just rotting here like...like
... I don't even know what and that's what gets me so annoyed"he said in frustration.
"I just don't understand how this could happen"he faintly said, finishing off his little rant

"I've never thought about my dream before... but I'll find it someday. A purpose... A reason to exist, that I can define myself! That's why I fight! That is my... RULE!"

The elevantion increases as the bullet is fired.
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Posted: Sat, 23/06/2018 21:42 (5 Years ago)
(inb4 tom trips and fall and break his leg and die and end his story there)

As he escaped from the robots he climbed to the tallest tree he could find and look for a city,after his search,he found one and began walking towards it.
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Posted: Sat, 23/06/2018 21:54 (5 Years ago)
(figured i'd point this out, but in the first forum threads post it said all the Sonic Forces canon characters were removed, that would also include Infinite and Egghead, so i'm pretty sure the badniks/robots that Eggman created wouldn't exist either... plus i'm pretty sure all of our characters that are good were suppose to be together.....)

he sighed and stood up, stretching and yawning quietly.
''we all are upset Aqua can't you tell? we're also just as confused on what's happened... some of us were separated from family in the panic as mobians evacuated the city'' Leon said.
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Posted: Sun, 24/06/2018 11:33 (5 Years ago)
(I made a mistake in the front post. It's been edited. Eggman and Infinite will not be present, but there can still be robots. I will make another enemy who is in charge of making them - if you don't mind. I'm so sorry for all the confusion, forgive me.)

Lilac had never seen Aqua like this before. He was usually full of colour. Gulping, she finally spoke. "Surely there's a way..." She muttered, eyes softly narrowed in upset. She bit her lip. Deep down, she knew that nobody was going to even try to devise a plan. She sighed and picked up the can that Aqua threw, as it landed near her corner.

(Should I bring Chloe back?)

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Posted: Sun, 24/06/2018 11:55 (5 Years ago)
(well you know my answer already via palpad, lol)

Leon glanced at Lilac and felt his heart ache at seeing her expression, feeling a little guilty now as he looked down a bit as he tried to calm his own emotions down.
he looked over at where Flare was still crying and went over to try and calm her down.

(*is silently sitting in a corner under a box already trying to think of ships*)
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Posted: Sun, 24/06/2018 12:19 (5 Years ago)
Aqua let out a long sigh."I hope so, I just everything to go back normal again" he said."But honestly, what can we do really?" he asked.At this point, his expression showed how desperate he really is to go back to his laid back, relaxed way of living, he had never thought he would at a situation like this thus losing all composure that he usually surrounds him.
"I've never thought about my dream before... but I'll find it someday. A purpose... A reason to exist, that I can define myself! That's why I fight! That is my... RULE!"

The elevantion increases as the bullet is fired.
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Posted: Sun, 24/06/2018 12:27 (5 Years ago)
Lilac clenched her fist. "We can't just hope things improve!" She yelled, staggering to her feet.
"Do you really think things will go back to the way they were by just hoping? No. We have to do something about it!" She added, tears swelling up in her eyes. She sat back down again, putting her face into her arms. "I'm sorry... I didn't mean to be so rude..." She replied.

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Posted: Sun, 24/06/2018 12:46 (5 Years ago)
Flare and Leon both watched Lilac and Aqua, Flare's crying having ceased after hearing her yell and was soon calmed down.
Leon pinned his ears back when he caught sight of her tears and bit his lip, he hated seeing someone cry, girls especially and went over when Flare encouraged him to go comfort her.
he soon slipped his jacket off and straightened his tank back out, hesitating for a moment before kneeling down and placed the jacket over her shoulders for reassurance.
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Posted: Sun, 24/06/2018 12:52 (5 Years ago)
Lilac gently pushed the jacket off of her shoulders. "It's okay. Keep it." She gave a little smile as she looked up at him, drying her eyes. She liked the comfort, but she knew it wouldn't patch up the hole inside her heart - she missed how everything used to be.